Book Review: The Queen Of The Tearling by Erika Johansen

The Queen Of The Tearling CoverBook: The Queen Of The Tearling by Erika Johansen

Published July 2014 by Harper|434 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: The Queen Of The Tearling #1

Genre: 

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An untested young princess must claim her throne, learn to become a queen, and combat a malevolent sorceress in an epic battle between light and darkness in this spectacular debut—the first novel in a trilogy.

Young Kelsea Raleigh was raised in hiding after the death of her mother, Queen Elyssa, far from the intrigues of the royal Keep and in the care of two devoted servants who pledged their lives to protect her. Growing up in a cottage deep in the woods, Kelsea knows little of her kingdom’s haunted past…or that its fate will soon rest in her hands.

Long ago, Kelsea’s forefathers sailed away from a decaying world to establish a new land free of modern technology. Three hundred years later, this feudal society has divided into three fearful nations who pay duties to a fourth: the powerful Mortmesne, ruled by the cunning Red Queen. Now, on Kelsea’s nineteenth birthday, the tattered remnants of the Queen’s Guard—loyal soldiers who protect the throne—have appeared to escort the princess on a perilous journey to the capital to ascend to her rightful place as the new Queen of the Tearling.

Though born of royal blood and in possession of the Tear sapphire, a jewel of immense power and magic, Kelsea has never felt more uncertain of her ability to rule. But the shocking evil she discovers in the heart of her realm will precipitate an act of immense daring, throwing the entire kingdom into turmoil—and unleashing the Red Queen’s vengeance. A cabal of enemies with an array of deadly weapons, from crimson-caped assassins to the darkest blood magic, plots to destroy her. But Kelsea is growing in strength and stealth, her steely resolve earning her loyal allies, including the Queen’s Guard, led by the enigmatic Lazarus, and the intriguing outlaw known simply as “the Fetch.”

Kelsea’s quest to save her kingdom and meet her destiny has only just begun. Riddled with mysteries, betrayals, and treacherous battles, Kelsea’s journey is a trial by fire that will either forge a legend…or destroy her.

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I liked Queen Of The Tearling, and I have so many thoughts on it!

So, I really liked the world.  It’s odd, because it’s very much a fantasy world, and something about it feels slightly medieval, but it’s a modern sort of medieval…or even a post-apocalyptic/dystopic medieval, if that makes any sense.  In some ways, it feels like an alternate history. There is an official religion, I guess, and something about it is Catholic Church-ish, but not quite.  Religion isn’t super-important in this world, or at least it isn’t to Kelsea, but the bible does have a few mentions.  And Lord Of The Rings and The Hobbit were mentioned at one point, which actually took me out of this world a little bit.  I do want to see how Johansen blends them together in the following books, because there is a chance that they might not work well together.  I hope it’s plausible because right now, the random references to things like Shakespeare or The Hobbit did take me out of the fantasy element.

Like, it’s clear that this world was, at one point, the world that we know today, and that something happened to make it different.  William Tear, who founded this country, came from America, and New Europe is mentioned, and they seem to live in an England-reminiscent place (particularly London).  Even the government seems to be vaguely (but not quite) English.

If you look at the series summary page on Goodreads, it describes the book as a female oriented Game Of Thrones (I can sort of see it, but at least with this first book, it doesn’t quite make sense), and that people are living in this place several centuries after some environmental catastrophe.

Here’s the thing with this book: Kelsea was smuggled away as an infant, and she knows NOTHING about her country. And because she knows nothing, we know nothing.  It’s not irritating, and it’s actually done pretty well, but it does leave me with a lot of questions.  Like, who is her father, and why is it a big deal that no one knows?  Now, if you’re going for a GoT angle, maybe it’s her uncle? And why was she in exile for so long?  I know people are trying to kill her, but why are they doing that?  Why did they send her to the people they did? Why did they not really tell her anything?  Did they feel like it would make her a better queen who would change things?  What about the rest of the world?  Is it all under the rule of the Red Queen?  I feel like there’s some other reason too, but I’m not quite sure what.  I really hope that we learn more about what led to this point, and the mystery surrounding Kelsea.

It’s such an interesting world, and even though I didn’t get the answer I wanted, I still felt like Johansen knew a lot more about the world than what we get in the book, and it made Kelsea’s world come alive.  Like I’ve said, though, it did leave me with a lot of questions that I hope are answered.

I did like Kelsea, and while she did seem to be the stereotypical naive girl who wanted to change things, she also has a lot of potential as a character.  I think a large part of it is how isolated she was growing up, so there are definitely times where she isn’t sure who to trust.  It will be interesting to see how she grows into her role as queen.

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3 stars.  I liked The Queen Of The Tearling, but I have so many questions that it’s hard to give it something higher. But it does have a lot of potential, and I am curious to see if my questions will be answered at some point in the series.

Book Review: The Girl At Midnight by Melissa Grey

The Girl At Midnight CoverBook: The Girl At Midnight by Melissa Grey

Published April 2015 by Delacorte|296 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: The Girl At Midnight #1

Genre: YA Urban Fantasy

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Beneath the streets of New York City live the Avicen, an ancient race of people with feathers for hair and magic running through their veins. Age-old enchantments keep them hidden from humans. All but one. Echo is a runaway pickpocket who survives by selling stolen treasures on the black market, and the Avicen are the only family she’s ever known.

Echo is clever and daring, and at times she can be brash, but above all else she’s fiercely loyal. So when a centuries-old war crests on the borders of her home, she decides it’s time to act.

Legend has it that there is a way to end the conflict once and for all: find the Firebird, a mythical entity believed to possess power the likes of which the world has never seen. It will be no easy task, though if life as a thief has taught Echo anything, it’s how to hunt down what she wants…and how to take it.

But some jobs aren’t as straightforward as they seem. And this one might just set the world on fire.

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I feel like I’ve heard a lot about this book lately, and while I didn’t completely love it, I still liked it!

It’s really different, and it reminded me a lot of Daughter Of Smoke And Bone by Laini Taylor, so if you like that book, you will probably like this one.  They both have a similar feel and the very basic idea of Girl At Midnight made me think of Daughter Of Smoke & Bone.  The e-book from the library said it would be good for fans of The Mortal Instruments (which I actually agree with, there is something in this book that made me think of that series) and Smoke And Bone by Leigh Bardugo, which didn’t make sense to me in terms of actual comparison of stories (at least with this book).  If anyone has thoughts on this, I’d actually like to know!

I thought the idea of the Avicen was really interesting, and how they all have different feathers, and it’s interesting that they seem to have a rivalry with dragons (I really wish I could remember their actual name, but it’s something fancy and Latin-sounding).  I’m really curious about their history, and I hope we get more of in the rest of the series. Everything was described so well, and I really felt like I was actually Echo’s world.

However, there was something about this book that was a little too quirky and unique, and for me, that made it hard to fall in love with it.  As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t, and in a lot of ways, I feel the same about Girl At Midnight as I do Daughter Of Smoke & Bone.

At first, it was hard to get into, but once the story gets going, it gets really interesting.  There were some things that weren’t surprising at all, so it was hard to like those parts of it, but at the same time, I’m also curious to see how things work out because of those things.  I feel like this series is going to get a lot darker, because for some reason, I can easily see it going down that road.

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3 stars.  I liked it, but certain things were a little too predictable to properly enjoy.  I am intrigued enough to keep reading to see what happens.

Book Review: Tiny Pretty Things by Sona Charaipotra And Dhonielle Clayton

Tiny Pretty Things CoverBook: Tiny Pretty Things by Sona Charaipotra & Dhonielle Clayton

Published May 2015 by HarperTeen|350 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary/Mystery/Thriller

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Black Swan meets Pretty Little Liars in this soapy, drama-packed novel featuring diverse characters who will do anything to be the prima at their elite ballet school.

Gigi, Bette, and June, three top students at an exclusive Manhattan ballet school, have seen their fair share of drama. Free-spirited new girl Gigi just wants to dance—but the very act might kill her. Privileged New Yorker Bette’s desire to escape the shadow of her ballet star sister brings out a dangerous edge in her. And perfectionist June needs to land a lead role this year or her controlling mother will put an end to her dancing dreams forever. When every dancer is both friend and foe, the girls will sacrifice, manipulate, and backstab to be the best of the best.

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I really liked Tiny Pretty Things!  It was a really creepy mystery, and I wasn’t sure if it would live up to the comparison of Black Swan meets Pretty Little Liars…but it actually does!

Gigi, Bette and June all narrate the book, and while multiple narrators have a tendency to be hit-or-miss for me, this is a case where it worked really well.  All three girls have very distinct voices, and they all have really different stories and really different places in the school.

We have Gigi, the new girl with a heart problem, who’s also the new golden girl.  There’s Bette, who used to be the school’s golden girl, and is threatened by anyone else getting the lead (and can’t handle it when she’s not). And finally, there’s June, the girl who is not quite good enough to be the lead.

There is a mystery surrounding Gigi, and you’re trying to figure out who it is, but even now, having finished the book, I have no idea who it is.  Is it Bette, who seems like the likely culprit, even though she swears she’s innocent?  Or is it June, who’s tired of being in the shadows, and just wants to be seen for once?  I have no clue, and you could make a case for either girl. Eith it’s Bette, who’s lost her grip on reality, or June, who no one would suspect, because they’d assume it was Bette.  But then there’s part of me that feels like June and Bette are way too obvious, because they’re narrating the book.  There are a couple of people who also seem like suspects too.

It is a very competitive world, and there are definitely cruel, manipulative people in the school.  They’re all under a lot of pressure, and will do anything to be on top.  Even though I understand why people didn’t like Gigi coming in as a new girl getting the good roles, what happened to her was completely horrible.  Really, I understood where each girl was coming from, and I think I felt more for June and Gigi, because they both a love a world where a certain body type and look is very important- June and Gigi don’t fit into that look at all, and while we get a little bit of it, I kind of wish we saw more of it.

I would like to add that one of the characters does have an eating disorder , so reading Tiny Pretty Things may trigger that.

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4 stars.  I really liked Tiny Pretty Things, and it’s a dark look at the world of ballet.

Book Review: The Heir by Kiera Cass

The Heir CoverBook: The Heir by Kiera Cass

Published May 2015 by HarperTeen|241 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: The Selection #4

Genre: YA Dystopic

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Twenty years ago, America Singer entered the Selection and won Prince Maxon’s heart. Now the time has come for Princess Eadlyn to hold a Selection of her own. Eadlyn doesn’t expect her Selection to be anything like her parents’ fairy-tale love story. But as the competition begins, she may discover that finding her own happily ever after isn’t as impossible as she always thought.

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I liked The Heir, but not as much as the previous books.  I’ve really enjoyed the series, and while I’m glad that there’s another book in this world, I had a harder time liking it.

I was intrigued by Princess Eadlyn having her own Selection, but there is something about this book that makes me feel like maybe the series would have been fine without this book.  It just didn’t have the charm and the appeal the first one did.

I think a lot of it is because of Eadlyn, who is whiny, selfish and cold.  I didn’t hate her, but she made it really hard to like her. Which isn’t necessary in books, but she didn’t really change over the course of the book the way I would have thought.  I really hope what happens at the end of the book has a huge impact on her in the next book.  Which on its own, felt a little rushed, and one of the events, her twin getting married and leaving for France, didn’t have the impact I thought it would.  Mostly because I could not tell you anything about him. The new characters didn’t really stand out (they all kind of blend together, actually), and some of the characters from the previous books were quite different too.  Which is fine, given it’s been 20 years since the end of the Selection.

I was slightly disappointed that we don’t really see Aspen or America talk about their selection with Eadlyn. They’ve been through it, and maybe it would have helped Eadlyn.  Eadlyn does have potential, and she does know what she wants, but at the same time, she keeps everyone at a distance..alongside complaining about how much pressure she’s under.  Which I can understand, but she seems to not want it while also wanting it. It’s like she likes the power and the title, but the not the work that goes with it, and would rather someone else do it.  Maxon didn’t seem nearly as obnoxious as Eadlyn was.  It just made her really frustrating.

It is interesting to see it from the side of the one doing the selecting, and I have the feeling I know where it’s going.  I don’t know how I feel about seeing it from this side of it, though, because Eadlyn doesn’t really care about the Selection for 99% of the book.  And a world with no caste system, and a world where people don’t like Eadlyn (which isn’t surprising) had a lot of potential, and while we get glimpses of it, I also wish we saw more of it.  Maybe we’ll see it in the next book?

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3 stars.  Overall, I did like The Heir, and I will definitely be reading the next book, but I just didn’t enjoy it as much as the previous books.

Book Review: Project 17 by Laurie Faria Stolarz

Project 17 CoverBook: Project 17 by Laurie Faria Stolarz

Published December 2007 by Hyperion|248 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Horror/Thriller

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High atop Hathorne Hill, near Boston, sits Danvers State Hospital. Built in 1878 and closed in 1992, this abandoned mental institution is rumored to be the birthplace of the lobotomy. Locals have long believed the place to be haunted. They tell stories about the unmarked graves in the back, of the cold spots felt throughout the underground tunnels, and of the treasures found inside: patients’ personal items like journals, hair combs, and bars of soap, or even their old medical records, left behind by the state for trespassers to view.

On the eve of the hospital’s demolition, six teens break in to spend the night and film a movie about their adventures. For Derik, it’s an opportunity to win a filmmaking contest and save himself from a future of flipping burgers at his parents’ diner. For the others, it’s a chance to be on TV, or a night with no parents. But what starts as a playful dare quickly escalates into a frenzy of nightmarish action. Behind the crumbling walls, down every dark passageway, and in each deserted room, they will unravel the mysteries of those who once lived there and the spirits who still might.

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I thought Project 17 was okay.  I was expecting something a lot more creepy, with interesting characters, but overall, it was a different book than I was expecting.

So, I thought the characters were pretty shallow and cliche.  Which isn’t necessarily a problem, and sometimes I don’t mind it, but in this case, everything was so predictable and not-creepy that I couldn’t care about any of them.  I did like the idea of visiting this creepy asylum before it’s torn down, and one of the ghosts who haunt Danvers had an interesting story.  But it wasn’t enough to make me fall in love with the story.

Not only that, but this book is narrated by several of the kids visiting Danvers and it did not work in this case. There are a few reasons why:

  • The kids, for the most part, stuck together, so you don’t really see them on their own.  At best, you see them in pairs and it could have been interesting to see the kids go off on their own.
  • They also sounded the same, which made it hard to remember who was narrating.
  • And they all reacted very similar, which made it a little boring, because I really wanted to see different reactions.

I was expecting something a lot creepier and scarier, and I don’t know if I wasn’t creeped out because of the predictability of the book, or if maybe, in this case, I’m too old for it, or if it really tried to be creepy but failed. It was also short, so it felt a little rushed at times, and you didn’t really get too much of the history of Danvers, or a lot of character development.  Really, it shouldn’t have come as a big surprise, and I really wanted more.

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2 stars.  It’s okay, and predictable, and not as creepy as I thought it would be.

Book Review: How To Say Goodbye In Robot by Natalie Standiford

0-545-10708-3Book: How To Say Goodbye In Robot by Natalie Standiford

Published October 2009 by Scholastic Press|276 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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From bestselling author Natalie Standiford, an amazing, touching story of two friends navigating the dark waters of their senior year.

New to town, Beatrice is expecting her new best friend to be one of the girls she meets on the first day. But instead, the alphabet conspires to seat her next to Jonah, aka Ghost Boy, a quiet loner who hasn’t made a new friend since third grade. Something about him, though, gets to Bea, and soon they form an unexpected friendship. It’s not romance, exactly – but it’s definitely love. Still, Bea can’t quite dispel Jonah’s gloom and doom – and as she finds out his family history, she understands why. Can Bea help Jonah? Or is he destined to vanish?

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I loved How To Say Goodbye In Robot!  It reminded me of Eleanor & Park (you can check out my review here), with the overall feel and tone for the two books being really similar.  How To Say Goodbye In Robot, though, had everything Eleanor & Park didn’t.

I really liked how they bonded over the one late-night radio show, and the different cast of characters that called in every night.  I liked that it was their special thing, and I even liked how Bea didn’t call into the show after Jonah left.  I liked how she wanted to make everything okay for Jonah, and how invisible he must have felt and wanted to be.  And it made me wish that we got to see a chapter or two from his perspective, because for some reason, I really wanted wanted to know what he was thinking and going through.  But at the same time, I think it would have taken away something from Jonah’s story, and what happens to him in the end.

Jonah was frustrating and selfish, and even though there were times I wanted to be mad at him, I found I couldn’t be mad him. Because I understand why he acted the way he did.  He leaves, and Bea doesn’t know what to do, but she seems to be okay in the end.

I think what stood out the most was how complicated and different the relationship between Bea and Jonah. They weren’t together, but they did care for each other in their own way, and yet, their relationship wasn’t quite friendship either.  It’s so hard to describe, but it’s somewhere in between, I think, and that makes it different, because it could have easily been a romance.  I’m glad it wasn’t, though, because I thought their relationship was really interesting and different than most YA contemporaries, and if they were dating?  I think that would have taken away something for me.

Something about this book came to life, especially Night Lights, the radio show they listen to.  The callers are quite the cast of characters, and I really like the impact they have on each other.  They’re quirky and different, and you can’t help but like them and wonder what they’re up to.

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5 stars.  How To Say Goodbye In Robot is such a different book, but I loved it a lot!

Book Review: None Of The Above by I.W. Gregorio

None Of The Above CoverBook: None Of The Above by I.W. Gregorio

Published April 2015 by Balzer + Bray|238 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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A groundbreaking story about a teenage girl who discovers she’s intersex…and what happens when her secret is revealed to the entire school. Incredibly compelling and sensitively told, None of the Above is a thought-provoking novel that explores what it means to be a boy, a girl, or something in between.

What if everything you knew about yourself changed in an instant?

When Kristin Lattimer is voted homecoming queen, it seems like another piece of her ideal life has fallen into place. She’s a champion hurdler with a full scholarship to college and she’s madly in love with her boyfriend. In fact, she’s decided that she’s ready to take things to the next level with him.

But Kristin’s first time isn’t the perfect moment she’s planned—something is very wrong. A visit to the doctor reveals the truth: Kristin is intersex, which means that though she outwardly looks like a girl, she has male chromosomes, not to mention boy “parts.”

Dealing with her body is difficult enough, but when her diagnosis is leaked to the whole school, Kristin’s entire identity is thrown into question. As her world unravels, can she come to terms with her new self?

Blog Graphic- What I ThoughtI loved None Of The Above, and I have the feeling it’s going to end up on my end-of-year favorites list!

I really felt for Kristin, and there were points were I was really angry at her classmates for how they acted. Granted, it’s not surprising, and it seems like they don’t care to know more about it, because they certainly have a lot of misconceptions.  They were just so cruel, and I couldn’t help but be angry on her behalf.  I loved the relationship she had with her dad, who was really supportive.

I really felt like I got to experience the journey with her, and it really opened my eyes to what it’s like to be intersex.  (Much more than Golden Boy, and I think this one is the better of the two).  I also loved that Gregorio had an author’s note at the end of the book about why she wrote None Of The Above, and she even had a recommended reading list at the end- granted, it’s only a few books, plus a few articles and websites to check out.  Reading None Of The Above, it felt like the story was really important (and it definitely is, because I really believe it’s a story that needs to be told) but that author’s note really made me believe it was important for her to tell Kristin’s story.

I also thought that the other relationships were interesting- particularly with her two best friends.  I wish I could remember their names right now, but one gets blamed for telling the entire school, when it wasn’t her fault.  And there’s her other friend, who mentioned it to Sam, Kristin’s ex (she thought he knew), and that was how it spread to the entire school.  Given how supportive she was, it did seem like she was involved somehow, like she was trying to make up for something.  I don’t blame her for it, because she really didn’t mean to, but at the same time, so much happened because of it.  And that character being kind and sweet…I had a hard time seeing it because I had a hard time seeing it as who she really was, instead of the way I saw it: as trying to make up for accidentally telling someone.

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5 stars.  This book is really special, and I loved it!

 

Book Review: Daughter Of Xanadu by Dori Jones Young

Daughter Of Xanadu CoverBook: Daughter Of Xanadu by Dori Jones Young

Published January 2011 by Delacorte Books|336 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: Daughter Of Xanadu #1

Genre: YA Historical Fiction

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Athletic and strong willed, Princess Emmajin’s determined to do what no woman has done before: become a warrior in the army of her grandfather, the Great Khan Khubilai. In the Mongol world the only way to achieve respect is to show bravery and win glory on the battlefield. The last thing she wants is the distraction of the foreigner Marco Polo, who challenges her beliefs in the gardens of Xanadu. Marco has no skills in the “manly arts” of the Mongols: horse racing, archery, and wrestling. Still, he charms the Khan with his wit and story-telling. Emmajin sees a different Marco as they travel across 13th-century China, hunting ‘dragons’ and fighting elephant-back warriors. Now she faces a different battle as she struggles with her attraction towards Marco and her incredible goal of winning fame as a soldier.

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I liked Daughter Of Xanadu!  I don’t read a lot of historical fiction (and I really should read more of it) but I think Daughter Of Xanadu was enjoyable.

I like that Emmajin wanted so much to be a soldier, but realized it wasn’t what she wanted after fighting in battle.  I’m usually not the biggest fan of characters like Emmajin, but I actually liked her a lot, and she did seem pretty vulnerable at times.  She is a warrior woman, but not in the traditional sense.

It was really nice to see a YA historical fiction set in Asia!  I read a lot of European historical fiction, so something set in Asia is really different for me.  I really liked the map, and how the places had a modern correspondent.  I also liked the glossary and the family tree, because I know nothing about the Mongols or this time period.  It’s actually a really good introduction to the time period and place.

I’m not sure how I feel about the tentative romance between Emmajin and Marco Polo.  I think I might have been fine without, because there was something about it that felt like it was just there, and I didn’t believe in them as a couple.  But I also felt like meeting him provided Emmajin with some new opportunities, and a different path than she expected.  I also felt like meeting him, and people from neighboring countries opened up her world.

I liked it enough that I might read the sequel someday.  Part of me is curious where the story is headed (clearly, Emmajin is going to be travelling, but other than that I couldn’t begin to hazard a guess), but at the same time, things are resolved enough that could work quite well as a stand-alone.

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3 stars.  I liked it, but I didn’t fall in love with it.

Book Review: Golden Boy by Abigail Tarttelin

Golden Boy CoverBook: Golden Boy by Abigail Tarttelin

Published May 2013 by Atria|343 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Contemporary (but I think it has a lot of crossover appeal)

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Max Walker is a golden boy. Attractive, intelligent, and athletic, he’s the perfect son, the perfect friend, and the perfect crush for the girls in his school. He’s even really nice to his little brother. Karen, Max’s mother, is determined to maintain the façade of effortless excellence she has constructed through the years, but now that the boys are getting older, she worries that the façade might soon begin to crumble. Adding to the tension, her husband Steve has chosen this moment to stand for election to Parliament. The spotlight of the media is about to encircle their lives.

The Walkers are hiding something, you see. Max is special. Max is different. Max is intersex. When an enigmatic childhood friend named Hunter steps out of his past and abuses his trust in the worst possible way, Max is forced to consider the nature of his well-kept secret. Why won’t his parents talk about it? What else are they hiding from Max about his condition and from each other? The deeper Max goes, the more questions emerge about where it all leaves him and what his future holds, especially now that he’s starting to fall head over heels for someone for the first time in his life. Will his friends accept him if he is no longer the Golden Boy? Will anyone ever want him—desire him—once they know? And the biggest one of all, the question he has to look inside himself to answer: Who is Max Walker, really?

Written by twenty-six-year-old rising star Abigail Tarttelin, Golden Boy is a novel you’ll read in one sitting but will never forget; at once a riveting tale of a family in crisis, a fascinating exploration of identity, and a coming-of-age story like no other.

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I have so many thoughts about Golden Boy!  Golden Boy was a frustrating/okay read for me, but I also get why people love it so much.

I think I’m going to start off this review with everything I didn’t like, because it’s hard to talk about what I did like without mentioning what I didn’t like.

From this point forward, there are going to be spoilers, because I just can’t be vague in this review.

Initially, when Max was raped by Hunter (his cousin in the sense that they’re not blood-related but grew up together, thus making them related), it seemed like Hunter knew that Max was intersex, but Max didn’t know.  At least very least, it seemed like Max knew something, but wasn’t sure what.  The rape scene was hard to read (it’s about 20 pages in, and is over in a couple of pages if that’s a trigger for you) but it does set up everything else that happens in the book.  We do learn that Max does know, but we also see throughout the book how little he knows.

Karen, by far, was the most frustrating character in the book, and at one point, I reached for a highlighter before remembering that highlighting in a library would be a very bad idea.  So instead, I used those sticky flag things to mark a few things I wanted to remember for later.  Basically, the mom’s way of dealing with everything is to have her husband deal with it, and to pretend like it isn’t happening.  Max being moody makes her uncomfortable, and she’s terrified of losing him to adolescence. I’m not a parent, so I can’t speak to that, but the thought of not being in control seems to bother her.

She also sees intersex as a disease, and that Max will no longer be intersex if he has a hysterectomy.  It has to be hard, but…it also doesn’t mean it’s going to magically go away, and it seems like she has a really hard time accepting it.  Understandable, because she’s a person and a mother, and maybe she blames herself, but… She wants him to have it right after having an abortion to get it over with.  Max needs some time to think about the abortion, because everything moves so fast, but his mom ignores it, and doesn’t say anything to the doctors.  This, of course, causes problems with her husband and Max.  It just really seems like what Max wants isn’t super-important to her- it’s a lot to handle, especially for a teenage boy, and he is, I think, old enough to have a significant part in things.

As for the other characters: the doctor does seem to care, and willing to explain things to Max, which is more than I can say about the other characters.  His opinion seems to matter to her.  Sylvie- I honestly can’t remember much about her, but she is also awesomely accepting of Max.  His younger brother seems to handle Max being intersex remarkably better than Max and his parents, more than you’d expect for a 10 year old. He’s mature enough that I kept forgetting he was 10, so he either needed to be less mature or older.  And Max’s dad wasn’t really in the picture- he’s there enough, and it seems important to him that Max have a say, but no one really seems to talk about it either.  Until they have to, of course.

As for Max, he seems to be really well-adjusted with everything, until he’s not.  Then again, he does try hard to be perfect, and I wonder if it’s because he feels pressure from his mom to be perfect.

I can also see why it would be shelved in the YA section, but I felt like the narration from the adults were too frequent for it to be in the YA section.  Plus, there was something about the tone and feel of the book that seemed more towards the adult end of things, but there is something about it that I think older teens would like.

Still, as frustrated as I got when reading Golden Boy, I did like the family dynamic, and how they did (or didn’t) deal with Max’s pregnancy/intersex-related issues.

Blog Graphic- My Rating

2 stars.  The family dynamic was interesting, and I certainly felt for Max, but I found myself frustrated enough with the mom that I couldn’t overlook it.  I would still recommend it, though, because it deals with issues most people probably don’t think about.

Book Review: Mismatch by Lensey Namioka

Mismatch CoverBook: Mismatch by Lensey Namioka

Published February 2006 by Delacorte Books|217 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

Blog Graphic-What It's About

Sue Hua just moved from racially diverse Seattle to a suburban white-bread town where she feels like the only Asian American for miles. Then she meets Andy, a handsome and passionate violin player who happens to be Asian American. Sue feels an instant attraction to Andy, and her white friends think they’re “made for each other”–after all, they both use chopsticks and eat a lot of rice, right? But there’s just one problem. Andy’s last name is Suzuki. And while that may mean nothing to the other students at Lakeview High, Sue knows that it presents a world of problems to her family.

Blog Graphic- What I Thought

I’m not sure how I feel about Mismatch!  There were some things I liked, and some things I didn’t like.

I thought Mismatch did a great job at highlighting racism and stereotypes.  I did find it to be repetitive at times, which did get frustrating, particularly by the end of the book.  But at the same time, I can put the book down and walk away from it, but people who experience it can’t do that, so it did get me to think about that.

I totally understand why her grandma hated the Japanese.  You don’t get a lot of detail, but you do get enough to see why.  It’s the same with Andy’s dad, and even Sue’s mom.  You do get a glimpse of the history between China and Japan, and some of the things that happened during World War 2 and after, especially once Sue goes on the orchestra trip to Japan.

Some of the conflicts seem to be resolved really fast, and overall, the book skews towards the younger end of YA…maybe (MAYBE) the older end of middle grade.  (That’s a strong maybe, though, it sort of depends on the kid).  I wish there had been a little more to it, but I also think it’s a good way to talk about history and stereotypes and racism.

Blog Graphic- My Rating

2 stars.  I don’t have a lot to say about Mismatch, other than what I’ve already said.