Privilege

Book: Privilege by Kate Brian

Publishing Info: Published by Simon Pulse; 291 pages in hardcover

Goodreads Summary: Ariana Osgood ruled exclusive Easton Academy — until she was arrested for murdering Thomas Pearson. She’s spent the past two years at the Brenda T. Trumbull Correctional Facility for Women plotting her escape and is determined to get a second chance at the glamorous life she left behind. And Ariana will do anything to get her way….

I liked it a lot more than I expected.  It’s fast-paced, enjoyable, and not as predictable as I thought it would be.  Ariana is really messed up- she has no problem killing people to get what she wants and thinks she deserves.

Ariana wasn’t sympathetic, and it was nice to see a character who is not supposed to be portrayed sympathetically.  The ending wasn’t a surprise at all, but if it had ended any other way, it would have been a little too unbelievable.  I did like that Kaitlynn used Ariana to get out of prison.  It was a little unexpected, but it wasn’t a huge surprise either.

There were some things that didn’t make sense to me at all.  Like Ariana thinking about her life before ending up at the Trumbull Correctional Facility, and killing the people who betrayed.  After doing a little research, I found out that this series is a spin-off of another one.  It was still easy to follow, and I could fill in the gaps (sort of) but I think I would have enjoyed it more if I had started reading the other series first.  It would certainly be easier to understand how Ariana got to the point where she ended up in jail.

I have to give it a 3 out of 5.  I liked it, but felt like I was missing the details of Ariana’s life.  It also felt a little like a soap opera.

Uglies

Book: Uglies by Scott Westerfeld

Publishing Info: Published by Simon & Schuster Children’s Publishing; 425 pages in paperback

Goodreads Summary:

Everybody gets to be supermodel gorgeous. What could be wrong with that? Tally is about to turn sixteen, and she can’t wait. Not for her license — for turning pretty. In Tally’s world, your sixteenth birthday brings an operation that turns you from a repellent ugly into a stunningly attractive pretty and catapults you into a high-tech paradise where your only job is to have a really great time. In just a few weeks Tally will be there.

But Tally’s new friend Shay isn’t sure she wants to be pretty. She’d rather risk life on the outside. When Shay runs away, Tally learns about a whole new side of the pretty world and it isn’t very pretty. The authorities offer Tally the worst choice she can imagine: find her friend and turn her in, or never turn pretty at all. The choice Tally makes changes her world forever.

This is such an interesting book, and I love the premise.  A society where people get surgery at 16 so that they can look pretty?  It’s somewhat scary, but also interesting.

I loved the world that Westerfeld built.  The places were interesting, as were the people.  I definitely could imagine the events of Uglies happening in the near future.

I found Tally very easy to relate to.  Her horror at Shay wanting to be ugly, and wanting to be pretty.  It got me thinking about conformity and beauty standards.  Staying an ugly is a bad thing, and it seems pretty unimaginable to Tally that anyone would choose to be ugly.  And it’s not just one surgery, but several over the course of their lives.  As they hit certain stages in life, they go through another surgery.  It turns out that having the 1st surgery causes legions, and those legions change people.  And only a handful of jobs make them go away.

It says a lot about the society, that a lot of importance is placed on beauty.  And that Maddie and Az, who discovered the surgeries caused legions, had to flee or pretend that they don’t exist.  The outside world is bad, and undergoing surgery solved world peace and anorexia, among other things.

It makes you think beauty, and what it means to be pretty.  It’s interesting to see how beauty standards do (or do not) change over time.  In the book, there’s a Pretty Committee that decides what is considered beautiful for the next generation.  It’s very readable, and beauty isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be.

I also like that the book seems to stand on its own fairly well.  It’s the first of 3, and while there are some loose ends that weren’t tied up, things were resolved enough so that you don’t need to continue the series.

I give it a 4 out of 5.  It really does make you think, and his world-building is pretty good.

Need

Book: Need by Carrie Jones

Publishing Info: Published by Bloomsbury USA Children’s Books; 306 pages in hardcover

Goodreads Summary: Zara White suspects there’s a freaky guy semi-stalking her. She’s also obsessed with phobias. And it’s true, she hasn’t exactly been herself since her stepfather died. But exiling her to shivery Maine to live with her grandmother? That seems a bit extreme. The move is supposed to help her stay sane…but Zara’s pretty sure her mom just can’t deal with her right now.

She couldn’t be more wrong. Turns out the semi-stalker is not a figment of Zara’s overactive imagination. In fact, he’s still following her, leaving behind an eerie trail of gold dust. There’s something not right – not human – in this sleepy Maine town, and all signs point to Zara.

I wasn’t sure about this book at first.  But as it went on, I started to like it more. It even made its way into my dreams, because I dreamt I was in a forest, trying to find the fairy king!

But in all seriousness, it started to creep me out, and YA books generally don’t creep me out.  I thought the plot was really interesting, with a pixie king after Zara and her mom.  Things are not what they seem to be with this book, and things seem relatively normal…until they’re not.  I knew something was up, but  it was hard to figure out what.

I really liked Zara’s thing with phobias- naming them and reciting them over and over.  It made her stand out, and it made her a lot more interesting.  And her grandma was awesome, with her sarcasm and wit.

There were definitely a few clichés in the book, like everyone wanting to get to know the new girl in town, one girl hating Zara on sight, and her realizing that there’s something special about her, which means she’s a pawn in the pixies evil plan to turn her into one of them.  And a romance in the end is pretty standard for paranormal books.  However, Zara is a likeable character, and the romance isn’t too cliche…the romance doesn’t even happen until the end, although it is hinted at throughout the book.

I give it a 4 out of 5.  It’s a fun book, and really entertaining.

Sara Haze

I am a big fan of Sara Haze.  I think I came across her music on Pandora…or was it the recommendation thing on iTunes?

Either way, I’m a fan.  I have only, like, 3 songs of hers, but I’ve heard a few others of hers on Pandora.  So there won’t be an album ranking or anything like that.

Cold In California- that song pops up a lot.  I like it.  But I think Lovely is my favorite song that I’ve heard.  The Big Lie and Shine are really good songs too.  There’s something very uplifting and positive about her music, and I can’t help but smile and feel happy.  Listening to her music always puts me in a good mood, so when I need cheering up, I know I can listen to her music.

She’s really talented, and I really would like to see another album from her.  One can only hope.

I can’t think of anything else to add, other than I’m glad I stumbled across her music.  I suppose it’s time to get listening to some more music!

Matched (*A Full Review*)

Book: Matched by Allie Condie

Publishing Info: Published by Dutton Juvenile; 366 pages in hardcover

Goodreads summary: Cassia has always trusted the Society to make the right choices for her: what to read, what to watch, what to believe. So when Xander’s face appears on-screen at her Matching ceremony, Cassia knows with complete certainty that he is her ideal mate… until she sees Ky Markham’s face flash for an instant before the screen fades to black. 

The Society tells her it’s a glitch, a rare malfunction, and that she should focus on the happy life she’s destined to lead with Xander. But Cassia can’t stop thinking about Ky, and as they slowly fall in love, Cassia begins to doubt the Society’s infallibility and is faced with an impossible choice: between Xander and Ky, between the only life she’s known and a path that no one else has dared to follow.

Matched was a really interesting book.  I was struck by how much it reminded me of The Giver.  A society that has 100 poems, 100 songs, and 100 history lessons so that people don’t get overwhelmed?  A society that matches your spouse for you?  Dying at the age of 80 because that’s a good age to die?  Definitely a society that reminds me of The Giver.

I was really intrigued with her idea, though.  The idea that the Society controls every aspect of your life, and having no input whatsoever, is scary.  For Cassia and everyone around her, it’s completely normal to have everything decided for them.  No one questions it or goes against it.  But Cassia slowly starts to see that there could more than one path for her.

I’m getting a little tired of love triangles, and unfortunately, it looks like they’ll be hanging around for a while.  Condie clearly wants us to want Cassia and Ky to be together, but I can’t really like him.  Sure, he’s interesting, mysterious and off-limits to Cassia, but she’s ignoring her childhood best friend and match, Xander.  Cassia doesn’t seem all that happy she was matched with Xander, especially when Ky appeared on her screen for a couple seconds.  Poor Xander- not only is he not as developed as Ky, but he doesn’t really stand a chance.

I like that Cassia slowly starts to see that things could be different, but I HATE that she starts to question things because of a boy.  At least there wasn’t much romance in the book.  However, her focusing on Ky was annoying given that she kept reminding herself that Xander was her match.

It moved pretty slow, so it’s probably laying the groundwork for the next book.  I wish Condie had mentioned how the Society was formed and how they got to the point that they had to control everyone’s move.  Perhaps it is mentioned in the next book?

Still, I found the book really interesting.  I can’t imagine have to narrow things down to just 100, or having to match people.  I thought the world was really interesting, even though it wasn’t mentioned how they got that way.  Everything was very orderly, and there was a place for everything.  I wouldn’t want to live in such a regimented society, but who knows what I’d actually do if I had to live in such a world?

It gets a 4 out of 5.  It’s well-written and things are not as perfect as they seem.

A Mighty Long Way

Book: A Mighty Long Way by Carlotta Walls LaNier

Publishing Info: Published by One World/Ballantine; 304 pages in hardcover

GoodReads Summary: When fourteen-year-old Carlotta Walls walked up the stairs of Little Rock Central High School on September 25, 1957, she and eight other black students only wanted to make it to class. But the journey of the “Little Rock Nine,” as they came to be known, would lead the nation on an even longer and much more turbulent path, one that would challenge prevailing attitudes, break down barriers, and forever change the landscape of America.

Descended from a line of proud black landowners and businessmen, Carlotta was raised to believe that education was the key to success. She embraced learning and excelled in her studies at the black schools she attended throughout the 1950s. With Brown v. Board of Education erasing the color divide in classrooms across the country, the teenager volunteered to be among the first black students–of whom she was the youngest–to integrate nearby Central High School, considered one of the nation’s best academic institutions.

But for Carlotta and her eight comrades, simply getting through the door was the first of many trials. Angry mobs of white students and their parents hurled taunts, insults, and threats. Arkansas’s governor used the National Guard to bar the black students from entering the school. Finally, President Dwight D. Eisenhower was forced to send in the 101st Airborne to establish order and escort the Nine into the building. That was just the start of a heartbreaking three-year journey for Carlotta, who would see her home bombed, a crime for which her own father was a suspect and for which a friend of Carlotta’s was ultimately jailed–albeit wrongly, in Carlotta’s eyes. But she persevered to the victorious end: her graduation from Central.

This was such a wonderful book!  And add it to the very short list of books that have made me cry.

This is the 2nd book I’ve read that was written by someone who attended Little Rock Central High- the other one was Warriors Don’t Cry.

Her reason for going to Central High was because she wanted to go to one of the top high schools in the country, and not because of the history it would make.  It was clear throughout the whole book that education was important to her and her family.  Some of the events of the book were very familiar because of Warriors Don’t Cry, but it was very interesting to see a different perspective of what it was like.

I can’t even begin to imagine what it was really like for her.  All the comments, insults, and other things that happened…I can read about it all I want, but it’s just so hard to believe that she made it through to her graduation.  If that isn’t courage, perseverance, and willingness to complete her education, I don’t what is.  It’s hard to believe that, like, 55 years ago, integrating schools was a huge thing.  I know it happened and all, but it’s not something I think about very often…if at all.

Most of all, this book is a good reminder of the past, that not too long ago, things were different but that things can change.

There were 2 things that really stuck out.  One, she could have gone to college after her junior year in high school, and even got accepted to a university.  But she made the decision to go back to Central High, because she had gone through so much just to graduate from there.  And two, the fact that she did her best to put that time of her life behind her.  I don’t blame her at all, and remembering her high school years must have been hard.  But it seems like she’s made peace with it, and wants to make sure that people don’t forget that things were once different.

I give it a 5 out of 5.  It’s a must-read.

Time For Sharing

Today, I’m sharing some of my new favorite blogs.  I like to check out what other bloggers read, and I got into this thing where a blog would lead me to another blog which would lead me to yet another blog.  And today is the result of that clicking.

Amongst The Oaks has some beautiful photographs.

I also like The Center Of My Self, which is an interesting blog.  It’s a little self-help-ish and motivational, but it’s still pretty interesting.

The Cottage Nest is also cool.  I love the photographs, and it feels very home-like.

I am nowhere near getting married, nor do I know anyone who is getting married.  But I really like Snippet & Ink, which is another blog that’s (mostly) photos.

Another favorite is simplesong, which is done by someone who owns a paper goods shop.  It’s another one that’s heavy on the photos, but it’s interesting to see some of the things she’s working on, as well as some of the things that she likes.

I think the final one for today is Patchwork Harmony, which is a home decorating blog.  It focus on a mix of vintage and contemporary things, and so many of the items featured are so cute!

I really like interior design and home decorating blogs.  They show some amazing rooms and finds.  And they’re fun to look at!  Maybe I’ll get some inspiration for a birthday present for my grandma…

By The Time You Read This, I’ll Be Dead

Book: By The Time You Read This, I’ll Be Dead by Julie Anne Peters

Publishing Info: Published by Hyperion Book CH; 200 Pages in hardcover

By The Time You Read This, I’ll Be Dead is about a suicidal girl named Daelyn Rice, who’s hoping that her next attempt will be her last.  She spends her free time on through the light, a website for “completers.”

I really liked it.  I was never bullied, but I can certainly understand Daelyn’s feelings and where she’s coming from.  Peters did such a good job with it.

Whenever I see a website (like through the light) mentioned in a book, I always wonder where it goes.  It has a reading guide, resources on where to go for help if you’re feeling depressed or suicidal, and information about both suicide and bullying.

It is a good read, but also a hard one.  I felt so angry at her parents- Daelyn needed help and it seemed like her parents were going through the motions in making sure she didn’t do it again.  And yet they were so clueless; they weren’t completely aware of what was going on in her life.  It’s no wonder she thought they’d be better off without her.  I was also angry at her various teachers and principals because they didn’t seem to do anything to help her.  And don’t even get me started on her classmates!  They were so horrible!

We got such insight into how she actually felt.  She didn’t talk, and I thought it was a good move on Peters’ part because we got to see Daelyn’s thoughts and feelings, instead of what she thought she felt.  The writing was so simple, and as the book goes on, the sentences go from short and terse to long and sophisticated.

The ending was pretty ambiguous, and you’re left wondering whether she attempted suicide and was successful in her attempt.  I thought it was a pretty good ending, and I like that the reader gets to decide for themselves what happens.  It really could go either way.  At the same time, it was slightly irritating, and I’m not sure why.  Maybe because it felt like the easy way out, but at least Peters didn’t have Daelyn decide she didn’t want to go through with it after all, because that wouldn’t have been realistic.

I give it 4 stars out of 5.  I thought it was pretty realistic and well-done.

Music To Work Out To

I like listening to music when I’m at the gym.  And while I’m sometimes in the mood for listening to random music, I usually stick with my workout playlist.  I thought I’d share some of the songs on that playlist.

  •  Ice Ice Baby is one of the more random songs, but there is a purpose to it’s inclusion.  It keeps me going and distracts me from how much time I have left because I’m too busy trying not to start rapping.
  • Forever by Chris Brown.  It’s fun, but other than that, I have no clue why it’s on there.
  • Airplanes by B.o.B.  This is a good song for the end of my workout when I’m tired and wanted to stop.
  • Pretty much every Ke$ha song I own.  Her stuff is pretty energetic.
  • Fear by Stop Making Friends.  Another good song for when I start feeling a little tired and want to stop after 10 minutes.

Looking at that list, I feel like it’s missing a few songs, so I may have update it!

The Language Of Flowers

Book: The Language Of Flowers by Vanessa Diffenbaugh

Publishing Info: Published by Ballantine Books; 336 pages in Hardcover

The Language Of Flowers is about 18-year-old Victoria Jones, who has spent her whole life going from foster home to group home.  She has an incredibly hard time getting close to people, and using flowers is her way of communicating.  After leaving the system, she sleeps in a park until she gets a job assisting a local florist.  She comes across someone from her past and wonders if she should start opening up.

I didn’t like it nearly as much as I thought.  I just couldn’t care about Victoria, and didn’t find her likeable.  I felt bad for her, since she was abandoned at the tender age of 3 weeks and spent her whole life in and out of foster homes.  But there were people who clearly cared for her, and it’s hard to see why, when she did her best to shut them out of her life.

The aspect of communicating through flowers, with their own hidden meanings, was interesting, but it got tedious to read about the meaning of flowers after a while.

It started off well, when we get introduced to Victoria and see her life right after leaving the foster care system.  Shifting between the present and her time in one of her foster homes didn’t work for me, but Elizabeth (one of her foster moms) seemed to have an impact on Victoria’s life.  It starting going downhill about halfway through, when Victoria gets pregnant.  She tries to take care of her unnamed baby (after having it completely off-grid) but ends up leaving her child her father’s house.  But it turns out that he couldn’t handle taking care of a child either, so he gives the child to Elizabeth, who turns out to be his aunt, and the woman who would have adopted Victoria, had she not set Elizabeth’s vineyard on fire and lied about Elizabeth abusing her.

It was hard for me to care about what happened to Victoria or muster any kind of sympathy when she seems hellbent on leaving people in the wake of her 0wn self-destruction.  And when she seems to only care about her own burgeoning flower business.

And the ending!  It wrapped a little too nicely, with Victoria deciding to give raising her daughter another chance.  It didn’t seem to fit the character, and for me, it was far too random to make much sense.

I have to give it a 1 out of 5.  I couldn’t connect with any of the characters and it’s just not for me.