Book Review: God Help The Child

God Help The Child CoverBook: God Help The Child by Toni Morrison

Published April 2015 by Knopf|178 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Literary Fiction

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Spare and unsparing, God Help the Child—the first novel by Toni Morrison to be set in our current moment—weaves a tale about the way the sufferings of childhood can shape, and misshape, the life of the adult.

At the center: a young woman who calls herself Bride, whose stunning blue-black skin is only one element of her beauty, her boldness and confidence, her success in life, but which caused her light-skinned mother to deny her even the simplest forms of love. There is Booker, the man Bride loves, and loses to anger. Rain, the mysterious white child with whom she crosses paths. And finally, Bride’s mother herself, Sweetness, who takes a lifetime to come to understand that “what you do to children matters. And they might never forget.”

A fierce and provocative novel that adds a new dimension to the matchless oeuvre of Toni Morrison.

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When I heard that Toni Morrison was coming out with a new book, I was really excited, because I’ve read a couple of her other books this year, and I knew I had to read it!

It’s not my favorite Morrison novel, and of the ones I’ve read, I think it’s probably my least favorite of the ones I’ve read.  I mean, I loved the writing itself, and the way she told the story- it’s very much her, and it’s why I keep reading Morrison.

What I think I liked most was how what happened to us as children has a huge impact on who we are as adults, and you can see that with both Bride and Booker, and you can’t help but wonder how Rain’s life will impact her as an adult.  I really wish we saw more chapters with Sweetness, Bride’s mom.  There wasn’t a lot to her character (for me), and it would have been interesting to see more from her perspective.  You get it well enough, that she she was surprised by how dark her daughter’s skin was (which actually reminded me of The Bluest Eye initially) and how hard it was for her, but I really wanted more from it than what we got.

Overall, the story didn’t completely work for me, and I’m really at a loss to explain why.  For some reason, it felt like it didn’t have something that was there in the other books I’ve read by her- almost like something is missing.  I really wish I could pin-point it, but I can’t.

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3 stars.  I don’t have a lot to say about God Help The Child, but I did like it, and Morrison’s writing is pretty awesome.

Book Review: Who Fears Death by Nnedi Okorafor

Who Fears Death CoverBook: Who Fears Death by Nnedi Okorafor

Published June 2010 by DAW|386 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: Who Fears Death #1

Genre: Adult Magical Realism/Post-Apocalyptic/Fantasy

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An award-winning literary author presents her first foray into supernatural fantasy with a novel of post-apocalyptic Africa.

In a far future, post-nuclear-holocaust Africa, genocide plagues one region. The aggressors, the Nuru, have decided to follow the Great Book and exterminate the Okeke. But when the only surviving member of a slain Okeke village is brutally raped, she manages to escape, wandering farther into the desert. She gives birth to a baby girl with hair and skin the color of sand and instinctively knows that her daughter is different. She names her daughter Onyesonwu, which means “Who Fears Death?” in an ancient African tongue.

Reared under the tutelage of a mysterious and traditional shaman, Onyesonwu discovers her magical destiny–to end the genocide of her people. The journey to fulfill her destiny will force her to grapple with nature, tradition, history, true love, the spiritual mysteries of her culture-and eventually death itself.

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After reading (and loving) Akata Witch a few months ago, I knew I had to read everything else that Okorakor has written, so I started off with Who Fears Death.

It’s such an interesting blend of magical realism and sci-fi.  It wasn’t overtly sci-fi, but there was something about the book that felt like it had sci-fi elements.  Which was really interesting, given the magical realism in the book.  I just love how she draws from African myth.  It really makes me realize how much we need other mythologies incorporated in books, not just Greek mythology.

It’s also a post-apocalyptic Africa, which was also really cool!  I love Post-Apocalyptic stories, and this was no exception.  It’s not clear what led to this point (but you know it’s something) and I honestly didn’t care- there’s something about the way she tells a story, and in this case, it didn’t matter that I didn’t know.  Normally, it would frustrate me, but Okorafor is so good at telling a story that I didn’t even notice that aspect.  It was a different post-apocalyptic world and story than I was expecting.  Even though the world was very changed and different than the one we know today, there were some things that had never changed.  I think I’m very used to a particular post-apocalyptic story where you see the event (or at least have it explained) and then see how the world is different.

Somehow, Who Fears Death felt different than that, and initially, while reading it (and maybe even a little bit after finishing it), I didn’t see why it was described as a post-apocalyptic story.  But after a while, it did make more sense why it was described that why.

I really came to like a lot of the characters, and Onyesonwu had quite the journey.  I don’t know that I have strong thoughts on her either way, because her story, for me, was really tied to stopping genocide, and her destiny/role in things.

She created a very vivid world, and I really want to read it again to let everything sink in.  I think it’s one of those books where you need to read at least a couple of times for everything to sink in- I really feel like you’ll see something different with each read.

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4 stars.  I really liked it, and Okorafor creates these really different, but also really awesome worlds that pull you in.

Audio Book Review: Go Set A Watchman And To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee

Go Set A Watchman CoverGo Set A Watchman by Harper Lee, Narrated by Reese Witherspoon

Published July 2015 by HarperAudio|Length: 7 hours

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Fiction/Historical Fiction

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From Harper Lee comes a landmark new novel set two decades after her beloved Pulitzer Prize-winning masterpiece, To Kill a Mockingbird.

Maycomb, Alabama. Twenty-six-year-old Jean Louise Finch – ‘Scout’ – returns home from New York City to visit her aging father, Atticus. Set against the backdrop of the civil rights tensions and political turmoil that were transforming the South, Jean Louise’s homecoming turns bittersweet when she learns disturbing truths about her close-knit family, the town and the people dearest to her. Memories from her childhood flood back, and her values and assumptions are thrown into doubt. Featuring many of the iconic characters from To Kill a Mockingbird, Go Set a Watchman perfectly captures a young woman, and a world, in a painful yet necessary transition out of the illusions of the past – a journey that can be guided only by one’s conscience.

Written in the mid-1950s, Go Set a Watchman imparts a fuller, richer understanding and appreciation of Harper Lee. Here is an unforgettable novel of wisdom, humanity, passion, humor and effortless precision – a profoundly affecting work of art that is both wonderfully evocative of another era and relevant to our own times. It not only confirms the enduring brilliance of To Kill a Mockingbird, but also serves as its essential companion, adding depth, context and new meaning to an American classic.

My Thoughts: First off, I thought I’d talk about the two books together, because it just seems like it’s going to be was going to be a lot easier than reviewing them separately.  It’s definitely going to be all over the place, but I do plan on talking about Go Set A Watchman, then To Kill A Mockingbird, and then my final thoughts on both.  It is going to be a fairly long post.

I don’t even know what to think about Go Set A Watchman (henceforth known as Watchman).  If you haven’t read it, and you haven’t read To Kill A Mockingbird (furthermore known as Mockingbird), you will be glad to know that you do not need to read Mockingbird before Watchman.  Watchman, while taking place in the same world, with the same characters as Mockingbird, is a stand-alone (to me, but that seems to be up for debate).  If it’s been a while, some of the events of Mockingbird were mentioned, but for the most part, Watchman is a completely separate story.  I actually found that this post over at Book Riot to be super-helpful. In all honesty, and after having read Mockingbird immediately after Watchman, I am glad I read Watchman first, and then Mockingbird.

The timeline didn’t make a lot of sense to me.  It takes place over the course of 2 or 3 days, but so much happened that it seemed like it took place over a longer span of time.  I think part of it is that the flashbacks of her childhood were scattered throughout the book, which made it seem like more was going on.  I think the flashbacks were fairly clunky, and it felt like they randomly appeared and disappeared.  I think that has a lot to do with the fact that I listened to Watchman, and from listening, it was slightly odd.  Maybe they didn’t translate well to audio, at least in this case.  I did like seeing how she remembered Maycomb and the people that live there, and it really is through those flashbacks that we see the story that would become Mockingbird.

Still, I was struck by how much Jean Louise idealized Maycomb and the people who live there, especially her father, and how hard it was for her when everything was challenged.  It’s amazing how things haven’t changed all that much, and how relevant some of the arguments made in the book still come up today, especially with everything going on recently.  I think we need Jean Louise to have her father and town on a pedestal, and we really need that in order to understand why it’s so hard for her to deal with it.

And the narration!  I thought Reese Witherspoon did a wonderful job narrating.  I was initially surprised (but I don’t know who else I’d pick to narrate), but she was a good choice for a narrator.

Rating: I’m not sure what to rate Watchman, but I did really like it in the sense of how stories change over time, and how we get to a final draft.  I think, if I had to give it a rating, I’d give it 4 stars.

To Kill A Mockingbird CoverTo Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee, narrated by Sissy Spacek

Audio Published In 2006 by Caedmon, book originally published in 1960|11 Hours

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Fiction/Classic

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(from the hardcover edition)

The unforgettable novel of a childhood in a sleepy Southern town and the crisis of conscience that rocked it, To Kill A Mockingbird became both an instant bestseller and a critical success when it was first published in 1960. It went on to win the Pulitzer Prize in 1961 and was later made into an Academy Award-winning film, also a classic.

Compassionate, dramatic, and deeply moving, To Kill A Mockingbird takes readers to the roots of human behavior- to innocence and experience, kindness and cruelty, love and hatred, humor and pathos.

My Thoughts: I really enjoyed Mockingbird, and it was nice to listen to it again, because the last time I read it was in high school. I was really fuzzy on the details, and there was a lot I had forgotten in the years since then.  I really don’t have a lot to say about Mockingbird on it’s own, but I did really like the story and the town.  I did see hints of Watchman in it, and I did see glimmers of some of the racial tension we see in Watchman, and quite honestly, I’m not sure if it’s because it was always there and I never picked up on or if it’s because Watchman was fresh on my mind.  Mockingbird did make me appreciate Watchman a lot, even though I read it after Watchman.

I did like Sissy Spacek as a narrator, and it was actually sort of soothing listening to her.  And it was soothing in a good way, if that makes any sense.

Rating: Honestly, I’m not sure.  I originally had a 5 star rating, and part of me wants to keep it at 5, because it is a great story, and it holds up so well, but I don’t know that I love it enough to give it 5 stars.  So…maybe 4 stars, because I do really like it.

Let’s talk about both books now, since I’ve said all I have to say on them individually.

So, in some ways Watchman is a sequel, since it takes place after Mockingbird, but at the same time, I overwhelming see it as an early draft of Mockingbird, and the story that we may have had instead of Mockingbird.  I wasn’t surprised with the fact that Atticus is racist in Watchman, and I feel like he does represent a lot of people during that time.  It does make me realize how I little I know, and it makes me want to learn more.  But I do get why people are taken off guard by it, because this is a much less-idealized Atticus and not the Atticus we’ve come to love.

I think what’s most fascinating about both books, but particularly Watchman, is how far we’ve come in some ways, but how some things haven’t changed all that much, in terms of the racial issues that come up in both books.  What I think I liked most about Watchman is how it would become Mockingbird.  I would love to see other drafts, just to see how we get from Point A to Point B.  You can definitely see glimmers of Mockingbird in Watchman, and reading both definitely made me appreciate both, and how stories can evolve.  I think that’s what I took away from Watchman the most.

I think that’s all for Go Set A Watchman and To Kill A Mockingbird!  I wish it were slightly more organized and coherent, but I had a hard time getting my thought written down.

Book Review: Maplecroft by Cherie Priest

Maplecroft CoverBook: Maplecroft by Cherie Priest

Published September 2014 by ROC|435 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the paperback from a friend

Series: The Borden Dispatches #1

Genre: Adult Horror/Historical Fiction/Alternate History

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Lizzie Borden took an axe and gave her mother forty whacks; and when she saw what she had done, she gave her father forty-one…

The people of Fall River, Massachusetts, fear me. Perhaps rightfully so. I remain a suspect in the brutal deaths of my father and his second wife despite the verdict of innocence at my trial. With our inheritance, my sister, Emma, and I have taken up residence in Maplecroft, a mansion near the sea and far from gossip and scrutiny.

But it is not far enough from the affliction that possessed my parents. Their characters, their very souls, were consumed from within by something that left malevolent entities in their place. It originates from the ocean’s depths, plaguing the populace with tides of nightmares and madness.

This evil cannot hide from me. No matter what guise it assumes, I will be waiting for it. With an axe.

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I read Maplecroft for book club, and I liked it!  Maplecroft is definitely an odd book, but in a good way.

What really intrigued me about this book was how Lizzie Borden’s story was re-told.  I like that it’s a supernatural version of what happened to her parents and that there was a reason why she killed them.  It also really made me want to re-visit this episode from the History Chicks podcast.  There is definitely a lot I don’t know about Lizzie Borden, and I’m curious about how much of what we see in the book about Lizzie and her sister Emma are real, and how much was fictionalized.  I also wished I remembered more from the History Chicks episode about Borden.

It was interesting that no one really talked about what happened to her parents.  It comes up, of course, but it’s not really talked about in depth.  I understand why they’d want to leave it behind, but they also seemed too willing to pretend like it never happened.  Maybe that’s because it happened several years after Lizzie’s dad and step-mom were murdered.  I’m not sure if it’s assumed you know the basic story of Lizzie Borden.  Which it might, and really, that’s all you need to know, because there is an alternate history feel to the book.

I will say that it wasn’t as creepy as I thought, and the supernatural element of the book wasn’t completely there for me.  I know that Lovecraft comes up quite a bit with this book, and I wonder if my lack of familiarity with Lovecraft’s work is the reason why it didn’t work for me.  It did feel like I was missing something in terms of the more supernatural elements- it wasn’t completely explained in the book, so either I missed it, or I really need to read Lovecraft and re-read this book.  I did like the overall, something-is-not-quite-right-here feel of the book, and I am curious about how this will work out in the books to come.  It stands up pretty well on its own, but I am curious about how the rest of the series will turn out.  I’m not sure if I want to keep reading this series, at least right now, but somewhere down the line, I might pick them up.

I liked the story well enough, and I don’t think you need to be familiar with Lovecraft’s work in order to like (or even love) the book, but at the same time, I feel like I would have appreciated and liked the book more if I knew more about his work.

I thought the relationship between Nance and Lizzie was a little weak, and I think it could have been developed a little more. And there were a couple of times where I felt like it was there just to be there, and that it could have been anyone else.  I wish we had a little more about their relationship, because I felt like it was just randomly there.

I’m not sure how I feel about the story being narrated by several people.  I can’t see the story being told any other way, but at the same time, there was a disconnect for me with the different narratives.

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3 stars.  I liked it, and I liked how something wasn’t quite right.  I liked the more supernatural take on Lizzie Borden, and I wish that the supernatural element of the book worked more for me.

Book Review: The Last Ever After by Soman Chainani

The Last Ever After CoverBook: The Last Ever After by Soman Chainani

Published July 2015 by HarperCollins|441 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: The School For Good & Evil #3

Genre: Middle Grade Fantasy/Fairy Tale Re-telling

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In the stunning conclusion to the New York Times bestselling School for Good and Evil trilogy, everything old is new again, as Sophie and Agatha fight the past as well as the present to find the perfect end to their fairy tale.

Former best friends Sophie and Agatha thought their ending was sealed when they went their separate ways, but their storybook is about to be rewritten—and this time theirs isn’t the only one. With the girls apart, Evil has taken over and the forces of Good are in deathly peril. Will Agatha and Sophie be able to work together to save them? Will they find their way to being friends again? And will their new ending be the last Ever After they’ve been searching for?

Soman Chainani delivers action, adventure, laughter, romance, and more twists than ever before in this extraordinary end to his epic series.

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I liked The Last Ever After, and I thought it was a good way to end the series.

There is something about this one, like the previous book, that seemed really confusing, and I’m not sure if it’s because I needed to re-read the first couple of books, or if there’s just something about the story that seems more confusing than it really is.

You really see that balance is important, which is something that you saw a lot in the second book. You really see the consequences of having no balance, and how much we need to have balance. And we learn more about Sophie and Agatha’s mom, and how much that impacted Sophie and Agatha’s story.  Part of me wishes that it came up more, in the previous books, but at the same time, I don’t know that it would have worked anywhere else in the series.  I also liked seeing the friendship between the two girls, and how they both came to realize that they needed each other, and how important friendship is.  That is definitely one of the things I really liked about the series.

There was a lot to wrap up, and it did feel a little more rushed than the other two books.  There were a lot of interesting things in the book, some of which I’ve mentioned.  But I also felt like things, like how you can be your own worst enemy, weren’t explored as well as they could have been.  Maybe a fourth book would have helped with things feeling not so rushed.

It did feel like Good won again, which is slightly disappointing, because I wanted something good to happen for Evil, especially where Sophie is concerned.  But at the same time, I liked that she had to find herself and become happy with herself.  So I guess it happened, just not in a way I wanted.

I really like the League Of 13, and I really want to know more about Cinderella, because what we learned was actually really awesome.  It really added something to her story, and unlike a lot of other characters in the book, it felt like she had a much more developed backstory.

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3 stars.  I liked it, and there were some really interesting elements that came up, and I wish they were explored a little more.  Overall, though, it does wrap up things fairly well, even though they were wrapped up in a pretty predictable way.

Book Review: The Education Of Hailey Kendrick by Eileen Cook

The Education Of Hailey Kendrick CoverBook: The Education Of Hailey Kendrick by Eileen Cook

Published January 2011 by Simon Pulse|256 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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Hailey Kendrick always does exactly what’s expected of her. She has the right friends, dates the perfect boy, gets good grades, and follows all the rules. But one night, Hailey risks everything by breaking a very big rule in a very public way…and with a very unexpected partner in crime. Hailey gets caught, but her accomplice does not, and Hailey takes the fall for both of them.

Suddenly, Hailey’s perfect life–and her reputation–are blowing up in her face. Her friends are all avoiding her. Her teachers don’t trust her. Her boyfriend won’t even speak to her for long enough to tell her that she’s been dumped.

They say honesty is the best policy–but some secrets are worth keeping, no matter the cost. Or are they?

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I am so intrigued with stories where the main character seems perfect and has to deal with the fact that they aren’t. I didn’t like it as much as I thought, but it was still an interesting read.

I can definitely relate to Hailey wanting  to be perfect, and to the moment where she does something she wouldn’t normally do.  I really liked the relationship she formed with Drew because of that one moment, and how she started to show and figure out who she really was instead of projecting a particular image of herself because that’s what people expected of her.

I get why she did it, and I can understand why she’d take the fall for a friend.  But that was one of my least favorite parts of the book.  She takes the fall, (understandably) doesn’t want him to say anything because he’ll probably lose his scholarship, and is ostracized by the entire school because the punishment extends to them.  He never says anything, and is assigned to keep an eye on her or whatever.  Which is all kinds of weird because he’s partly the reason why she’s in this situation in the first place.  Not only that, but the entire school not being able to leave campus because it will make her reveal who her partner in crime was.  I can sort of understand it, but at the same time, she’s determined to not say who it was, so it also seems a little pointless.

There are also some really weird things about the book.  Like, the entire school has restrictions, but she ditches school.  While also being someone who was previously set up as someone who doesn’t break rules.  She’s weirdly sheltered, and has never heard of Denny’s, even though one is down the street.

I wish there was a little more to it- it does seem like a pretty shallow look at a girl who’s learning to not blindly follow the rules and to make her own way in life.  And that’s not necessarily a bad thing, a light, fun look at something like this.  I think I just expected something a little more.

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3 stars.  I liked it, and I could relate to Hailey a lot, but at the same time, I wish it had a little more to it.

Book Review Round-Up: Die For Love And The Murders Of Richard III by Elizabeth Peters

Book Review Round-Up was a series of posts I did a few months ago to talk about the books I was reading but couldn’t muster up the ability to do a full review for.  It seemed oddly appropriate for these 2 books.

Die For Love CoverBook: Die For Love by Elizabeth Peters

Published January 2002 by Avon Books (originally published January 1984)|346 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the paperback from a friend

Series: Jacqueline Kirby #3

Genre: Adult Mystery

What It’s About: This Mystery Writers of America Grand Master, who writes as both Elizabeth Peters and Barbara Michaels, has long been a favorite with romance readers. In Die for Love, she offers a satirical look behind the scenes at a fictitious romance writers’ convention. Jacqueline Kirby (the sharp-tongued, quick-witted, good-looking librarian from Coldwater College, Nebraska) is eager for any legitimate-sounding business trip to add some excitement to her life. But she’s swept off her feet by dangerous deceptions when she attends a gathering of historical romance writers and their fans — and finds that murder is on the agenda. It’s going to take all of Jacqueline’s considerable skills to determine who is the deadly criminal among the myriad agents, authors, journalists, and fans who have gathered for this event — each of whom seems to have something to hide.

What I Thought: Die For Love was fun to read!  There certainly was a lot of mayhem and sneakiness going on, and it was fun to be along for the ride, even though I didn’t try to figure out the mystery.  I could picture the characters and events so well, and I’m curious about what this book would look like if it were to take place today.  It’s a cozy mystery and yet it’s fun, funny and light-hearted.  And it pokes at romance novels in a good way.  I also really like that the book stands alone really well, and that even though it’s the third book in the series, you start off with the third book in the series and still know what’s going on.

My Rating: 3 stars for being an entertaining poke at romance novel land.

The Murders Of Richard III CoverBook: The Murders Of Richard III by Elizabeth Peters

Published April 1986 by Mysterious Press (originally published 1976)|230 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the paperback from a friend

Series: Jacqueline Kirby #2

Genre: Adult Mystery

What It’s About: When attractive American Jacqueline Kirby is invited to an English country mansion for a weekend costume affair, she experts only one mystery. Since the hosts and guests are all fanatic devotees of King Richard III, they hope to clear his name of the 500-year old accusation that he killed the little princess in the Tower of London. Jacqueline is amused at the group’s eccentricities until history begins to repeat itself. A dangerous practical joker recreates famous fifteenth-century murder methods – beheading, poisoning, smothering, and even drowning in a butt of malmsey. As the jokes become more and more macabre, one at last proves fatal.

Jacqueline puts all her observations together for a dazzling solution that will surprise even the most attentive reader.

What I Thought: Like Die For Love, Murders was a fun read.  This book, however, is about a group of devotees of Richard III, and how hellbent they are on proving his innocence for the murders of his nephews.  Peters had the most concise, easy to understand explanation of that time period.  I love Tudor history, and most of the details of the War Of The Roses go over my head, and yet she managed to explain it in a way that made sense!  It definitely felt well-researched, and I was reminded of Austenland, for some reason.  Since the book was originally published in the ’70’s, I’m curious about what the book would be like if it were published today.

My Rating: 3 stars.  It was a fun read, and the Ricardians are quite the group of characters.  All of the history in it wasn’t overwhelming, and it didn’t bog down the book!

Book Review: Things We Know By Heart by Jessi Kirby

Things We Know By Heart CoverBook: Things We Know By Heart by Jessi Kirby

Published April 2015 by HarperTeen|207 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary 

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Quinn Sullivan lost the love of her life when her boyfriend, Trent, died in an accident their junior year. In an attempt to get closure, she reached out to the recipients of his donated organs. Though some answered her letters, the one Quinn feels matters most–the person who received Trent’s heart–has been silent.

Nineteen-year-old Colton Thomas has spent the last several years in and out of hospitals waiting for a heart transplant. Now that he’s finally received a new heart, Colton is regaining strength, and he’s walking away from his bedridden past with no intention of looking back. He doesn’t want to know about the person who had to die so that he could live. He only wants to move forward.

But Quinn can’t let it go. Venturing outside the system to find Colton, Quinn takes a risk in hopes of finally laying her memories to rest. But what begins as an innocent conversation quickly becomes an attraction–and to make matters worse, Colton has no idea how they’re connected. His zest for life pulls Quinn from her months of sorrow but leaves her torn between honesty and utter betrayal. Because no matter how hard she’s falling for Colton, each beat of his heart reminds her of all she’s lost.

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I was excited to hear Jessi Kirby had another book, and I’m so glad I read this one!

I really felt for Quinn, and everything she was going through.  I get why she reached out to Colton, and how hard it was for her to let go of her boyfriend and fall for someone else.  You really do feel like she thinks she betraying her old boyfriend by letting her love someone else, and by not remembering how long it’s been since he passed away.

It just didn’t hit me emotionally the way I expected it to.  Jessi Kirby’s books have a way of making me feel everything, and while I did feel really emotional, particularly at the beginning and end of the book, it was nowhere near the emotion I usually feel while reading her books.

I really wish we saw more of Quinn’s previous relationship.  I actually think flashbacks would have worked well here, because I think why I didn’t completely feel her feelings of betrayal over falling for someone else because I didn’t really see what that relationship was like.  I get why Quinn felt the way she did, and while it’s not necessary, I think I still would have liked it.

While we’re talking about relationships, I’m not sure how I feel about her and Colton as a couple. They are cute together, and Quinn, at some point, is going to have to move on with someone else, but I don’t know if I like that it’s Colton.  Maybe her relationship with Colton is her way of starting to let go and move on, and maybe she needs to do it in baby steps, which is perfectly fine.  Everyone grieves and lets go in their own way.  But at the same time, there was something about Quinn falling for the guy who has her boyfriend’s heart that didn’t sit right with me.

It did seem like Colton had some things of his own to work through, and I wish we got to see a little more of that, because the book is as much about Colton living and being healthy enough to live as it is about Quinn moving on from the loss of her boyfriend.

I did love the quotes about hearts that Kirby had for each chapter.  It really drew everything together.

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4 stars.  I didn’t love it the way I loved her other books, and I think it’s my least favorite of her books so far, but I still really liked the story!

Book Review: Avow by Chelsea Fine

Avow CoverBook: Avow by Chelsea Fine

Published December 2012 by Smashwords|220 pages

Where I Got It: I own the e-book

Series: The Archers Of Avalon #3

Genre: YA Paranormal

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Scarlet remembers. Everything. Her past lives, Tristan, Gabriel, Nate: she remembers it all–including how to get to the Fountain of Youth. But time is running out.

Heather and Gabriel have been kidnapped by Raven, while the curse that has plagued Scarlet and Tristan for centuries has shifted, putting the star-crossed lovers in more danger than ever before. Water from the Fountain of Youth is the only thing that can save Scarlet and her loved ones. But the water comes at a price.

With lives–and hearts–at stake, Scarlet leads her friends on a dangerous journey to the Fountain of Youth. Where eternal life is possible, but death is certain.

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I liked Avow!  It’s a pretty good end to the series, and while I didn’t love it like I thought I would, I still liked it!

I think why I didn’t like it as much as the previous books is that some of the magic and mystery those books had weren’t in Avow.  We do see all of Scarlet’s memories, and her past lives, which is interesting but also made the book drag a little, because I really wanted to see what was going on with everyone else.  It was repetitive, and I wish past and present were alternated, instead of being two big chunks.  In some ways, it made me feel like I was reading two different stories.

There is a happy ending, which wasn’t surprising, but what was surprising was that Avow was more predictable than the other two stories.  I was surprised with how Nate’s story was wrapped up, but after thinking about it for a minute, it really wasn’t that surprising.  I really liked Gabriel and Heather in this one, and I’m glad Gabriel was able to move on from his relationship/issues with Scarlet.  I’m also glad that Tristan’s relationship with Scarlet no longer has the angst it used to.  Not being cursed definitely helps with that.

I was surprised that there was no mention of Scarlet’s guardian in this one.  For some reason, I was expecting at least a mention of her, but we never got it.  If getting to the fountain was hard, then how were Scarlet’s relatives able to get there and make a map, and not be able to go back to it? That was never explained, which was kind of weird.  Actually, I can’t remember if they bought the water or if they found it, but either way, that whole part of it was a little weird.

Oh and the end!  Things are wrapped up, but I am intrigued with how the book ended…with a new tree potentially growing.  There’s no possible way for there to be another book in this world (although, it is possible, but I doubt it), but it is very interesting indeed.

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3 stars.  I wish past and present were woven together a little bit better, but I’m still glad things worked for the characters, and I really have liked the overall premise of the story.

Book Review: Bitter End by Jennifer Brown

Bitter End CoverBook: Bitter End by Jennifer Brown

Published May 2011 by Little, Brown Books For Young Readers|359 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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When Alex falls for the charming new boy at school, Cole — a handsome, funny, sports star who adores her — she can’t believe she’s finally found her soul mate…someone who truly loves and understands her.

At first, Alex is blissfully happy. Sure, Cole seems a little jealous of her relationship with her close friend Zack, but what guy would want his girlfriend spending all her time with another boy? As the months pass, though, Alex can no longer ignore Cole’s small put-downs, pinches, or increasingly violent threats.

As Alex struggles to come to terms with the sweet boyfriend she fell in love with and the boyfriend whose “love” she no longer recognizes, she is forced to choose — between her “true love” and herself.

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I am a huge fan of Jennifer Brown, and ever since I read Hate List (which I loved, and it’s also set a high standard that none of her other books have managed to live up to), I’ve been working my way through her other books.

Brown does have a way of writing characters you care about, and she certainly deals with really difficult things VERY well.  Bitter End is no exception, and her portrayal of an abusive relationship was really well done, especially when you read the author’s  note at the end of the book that explains why she wrote this story.

This is the book you use to talk about abusive relationships with teens- both teenage boys and teenage girls.

I think Bitter End is a great starting point for talking about it because it actually deals with an abusive relationship, and why Alex couldn’t (and wouldn’t) tell anyone what was going on, and what she was thinking throughout her relationship with Cole.  It didn’t have the emotion I thought it would, but Brown painted a really good picture of what was going on.

I have a feeling that a lot of people will be frustrated with Alex, and why she stayed with Cole, even though he abused her.  That’s the point of the book- you see WHY she stays, and what it finally took for her to leave.  There were glimmers of why she loved Cole, and how hard it was for her to leave him.  It’s really easy to say that you’re never going to end up in Alex’s situation, but how do you really know how you’d deal with it, or what you’d do if you were in that situation?

I think what frustrated me the most was that her best friends knew.  They KNEW and did nothing, even though she told them what was going on…and they apparently told her younger sister, who also did nothing.  It also seemed like her boss maybe suspected what was going on.  But as frustrating as it was, I also understand why they might not say anything about it, and while I would like to think I’d do something if Alex was my best friend…I don’t know. Do you really know how you’d react or what you’d do ahead of time?  And I wish we did get why they didn’t seem to go to an adult with it.  Maybe it’s because Alex’s friendships with Zack and Bethany broke down, or maybe they felt like they’d rat her out, and I can understand their frustration with her for ditching them, and not hearing them out when they tried to talk to her about Cole.  Maybe they just gave up.

It was frustrating to see how she wasn’t really willing to hear them them out, but at the same time, you see that they don’t really give him a chance either.  It seems like they have a feeling he’s not a good guy, and if there is something else they know, it’s something we don’t know.  I get why she wouldn’t hear them out, though.  And at the end of the book, it does seem like they’re friends-ish, enough to go on the trip, but not the best friends they were before Cole came into their lives.

I do wish it had been developed a little more- Bitter End felt more rushed than the other books I’ve read by Brown, and the characters didn’t feel as developed as they could have been, but it’s still really easy to understand why they act they way they do.

Even with Cole.  It’s implied that things aren’t great at home, and it’s also implied that his dad abuses/abused his mom.  It’s never said if Cole himself was abused, but based on the one scene we get with his dad, it wouldn’t surprise me.  I’m sure there’s a lot of research out there about why people become abusers, and I get the feeling Cole is a poster child for that.

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3 stars.  Brown really painted a picture in tackling abusive relationships, and even though I feel like the book was a little rushed and underdeveloped (more than her other books), it’s still a really good starting point to talk about abusive relationships.