Book: Things We Know By Heart by Jessi Kirby

Published April 2015 by HarperTeen|207 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary 

Quinn Sullivan lost the love of her life when her boyfriend, Trent, died in an accident their junior year. In an attempt to get closure, she reached out to the recipients of his donated organs. Though some answered her letters, the one Quinn feels matters most–the person who received Trent’s heart–has been silent.

Nineteen-year-old Colton Thomas has spent the last several years in and out of hospitals waiting for a heart transplant. Now that he’s finally received a new heart, Colton is regaining strength, and he’s walking away from his bedridden past with no intention of looking back. He doesn’t want to know about the person who had to die so that he could live. He only wants to move forward.

But Quinn can’t let it go. Venturing outside the system to find Colton, Quinn takes a risk in hopes of finally laying her memories to rest. But what begins as an innocent conversation quickly becomes an attraction–and to make matters worse, Colton has no idea how they’re connected. His zest for life pulls Quinn from her months of sorrow but leaves her torn between honesty and utter betrayal. Because no matter how hard she’s falling for Colton, each beat of his heart reminds her of all she’s lost.

I was excited to hear Jessi Kirby had another book, and I’m so glad I read this one!

I really felt for Quinn, and everything she was going through.  I get why she reached out to Colton, and how hard it was for her to let go of her boyfriend and fall for someone else.  You really do feel like she thinks she betraying her old boyfriend by letting her love someone else, and by not remembering how long it’s been since he passed away.

It just didn’t hit me emotionally the way I expected it to.  Jessi Kirby’s books have a way of making me feel everything, and while I did feel really emotional, particularly at the beginning and end of the book, it was nowhere near the emotion I usually feel while reading her books.

I really wish we saw more of Quinn’s previous relationship.  I actually think flashbacks would have worked well here, because I think why I didn’t completely feel her feelings of betrayal over falling for someone else because I didn’t really see what that relationship was like.  I get why Quinn felt the way she did, and while it’s not necessary, I think I still would have liked it.

While we’re talking about relationships, I’m not sure how I feel about her and Colton as a couple. They are cute together, and Quinn, at some point, is going to have to move on with someone else, but I don’t know if I like that it’s Colton.  Maybe her relationship with Colton is her way of starting to let go and move on, and maybe she needs to do it in baby steps, which is perfectly fine.  Everyone grieves and lets go in their own way.  But at the same time, there was something about Quinn falling for the guy who has her boyfriend’s heart that didn’t sit right with me.

It did seem like Colton had some things of his own to work through, and I wish we got to see a little more of that, because the book is as much about Colton living and being healthy enough to live as it is about Quinn moving on from the loss of her boyfriend.

I did love the quotes about hearts that Kirby had for each chapter.  It really drew everything together.

4 stars.  I didn’t love it the way I loved her other books, and I think it’s my least favorite of her books so far, but I still really liked the story!

Book: Avow by Chelsea Fine

Published December 2012 by Smashwords|220 pages

Where I Got It: I own the e-book

Series: The Archers Of Avalon #3

Genre: YA Paranormal

Scarlet remembers. Everything. Her past lives, Tristan, Gabriel, Nate: she remembers it all–including how to get to the Fountain of Youth. But time is running out.

Heather and Gabriel have been kidnapped by Raven, while the curse that has plagued Scarlet and Tristan for centuries has shifted, putting the star-crossed lovers in more danger than ever before. Water from the Fountain of Youth is the only thing that can save Scarlet and her loved ones. But the water comes at a price.

With lives–and hearts–at stake, Scarlet leads her friends on a dangerous journey to the Fountain of Youth. Where eternal life is possible, but death is certain.

I liked Avow!  It’s a pretty good end to the series, and while I didn’t love it like I thought I would, I still liked it!

I think why I didn’t like it as much as the previous books is that some of the magic and mystery those books had weren’t in Avow.  We do see all of Scarlet’s memories, and her past lives, which is interesting but also made the book drag a little, because I really wanted to see what was going on with everyone else.  It was repetitive, and I wish past and present were alternated, instead of being two big chunks.  In some ways, it made me feel like I was reading two different stories.

There is a happy ending, which wasn’t surprising, but what was surprising was that Avow was more predictable than the other two stories.  I was surprised with how Nate’s story was wrapped up, but after thinking about it for a minute, it really wasn’t that surprising.  I really liked Gabriel and Heather in this one, and I’m glad Gabriel was able to move on from his relationship/issues with Scarlet.  I’m also glad that Tristan’s relationship with Scarlet no longer has the angst it used to.  Not being cursed definitely helps with that.

I was surprised that there was no mention of Scarlet’s guardian in this one.  For some reason, I was expecting at least a mention of her, but we never got it.  If getting to the fountain was hard, then how were Scarlet’s relatives able to get there and make a map, and not be able to go back to it? That was never explained, which was kind of weird.  Actually, I can’t remember if they bought the water or if they found it, but either way, that whole part of it was a little weird.

Oh and the end!  Things are wrapped up, but I am intrigued with how the book ended…with a new tree potentially growing.  There’s no possible way for there to be another book in this world (although, it is possible, but I doubt it), but it is very interesting indeed.

3 stars.  I wish past and present were woven together a little bit better, but I’m still glad things worked for the characters, and I really have liked the overall premise of the story.

Book: Bitter End by Jennifer Brown

Published May 2011 by Little, Brown Books For Young Readers|359 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

When Alex falls for the charming new boy at school, Cole — a handsome, funny, sports star who adores her — she can’t believe she’s finally found her soul mate…someone who truly loves and understands her.

At first, Alex is blissfully happy. Sure, Cole seems a little jealous of her relationship with her close friend Zack, but what guy would want his girlfriend spending all her time with another boy? As the months pass, though, Alex can no longer ignore Cole’s small put-downs, pinches, or increasingly violent threats.

As Alex struggles to come to terms with the sweet boyfriend she fell in love with and the boyfriend whose “love” she no longer recognizes, she is forced to choose — between her “true love” and herself.

I am a huge fan of Jennifer Brown, and ever since I read Hate List (which I loved, and it’s also set a high standard that none of her other books have managed to live up to), I’ve been working my way through her other books.

Brown does have a way of writing characters you care about, and she certainly deals with really difficult things VERY well.  Bitter End is no exception, and her portrayal of an abusive relationship was really well done, especially when you read the author’s  note at the end of the book that explains why she wrote this story.

This is the book you use to talk about abusive relationships with teens- both teenage boys and teenage girls.

I think Bitter End is a great starting point for talking about it because it actually deals with an abusive relationship, and why Alex couldn’t (and wouldn’t) tell anyone what was going on, and what she was thinking throughout her relationship with Cole.  It didn’t have the emotion I thought it would, but Brown painted a really good picture of what was going on.

I have a feeling that a lot of people will be frustrated with Alex, and why she stayed with Cole, even though he abused her.  That’s the point of the book- you see WHY she stays, and what it finally took for her to leave.  There were glimmers of why she loved Cole, and how hard it was for her to leave him.  It’s really easy to say that you’re never going to end up in Alex’s situation, but how do you really know how you’d deal with it, or what you’d do if you were in that situation?

I think what frustrated me the most was that her best friends knew.  They KNEW and did nothing, even though she told them what was going on…and they apparently told her younger sister, who also did nothing.  It also seemed like her boss maybe suspected what was going on.  But as frustrating as it was, I also understand why they might not say anything about it, and while I would like to think I’d do something if Alex was my best friend…I don’t know. Do you really know how you’d react or what you’d do ahead of time?  And I wish we did get why they didn’t seem to go to an adult with it.  Maybe it’s because Alex’s friendships with Zack and Bethany broke down, or maybe they felt like they’d rat her out, and I can understand their frustration with her for ditching them, and not hearing them out when they tried to talk to her about Cole.  Maybe they just gave up.

It was frustrating to see how she wasn’t really willing to hear them them out, but at the same time, you see that they don’t really give him a chance either.  It seems like they have a feeling he’s not a good guy, and if there is something else they know, it’s something we don’t know.  I get why she wouldn’t hear them out, though.  And at the end of the book, it does seem like they’re friends-ish, enough to go on the trip, but not the best friends they were before Cole came into their lives.

I do wish it had been developed a little more- Bitter End felt more rushed than the other books I’ve read by Brown, and the characters didn’t feel as developed as they could have been, but it’s still really easy to understand why they act they way they do.

Even with Cole.  It’s implied that things aren’t great at home, and it’s also implied that his dad abuses/abused his mom.  It’s never said if Cole himself was abused, but based on the one scene we get with his dad, it wouldn’t surprise me.  I’m sure there’s a lot of research out there about why people become abusers, and I get the feeling Cole is a poster child for that.

3 stars.  Brown really painted a picture in tackling abusive relationships, and even though I feel like the book was a little rushed and underdeveloped (more than her other books), it’s still a really good starting point to talk about abusive relationships.

Book: The Queen Of The Tearling by Erika Johansen

Published July 2014 by Harper|434 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Series: The Queen Of The Tearling #1

Genre: 

An untested young princess must claim her throne, learn to become a queen, and combat a malevolent sorceress in an epic battle between light and darkness in this spectacular debut—the first novel in a trilogy.

Young Kelsea Raleigh was raised in hiding after the death of her mother, Queen Elyssa, far from the intrigues of the royal Keep and in the care of two devoted servants who pledged their lives to protect her. Growing up in a cottage deep in the woods, Kelsea knows little of her kingdom’s haunted past…or that its fate will soon rest in her hands.

Long ago, Kelsea’s forefathers sailed away from a decaying world to establish a new land free of modern technology. Three hundred years later, this feudal society has divided into three fearful nations who pay duties to a fourth: the powerful Mortmesne, ruled by the cunning Red Queen. Now, on Kelsea’s nineteenth birthday, the tattered remnants of the Queen’s Guard—loyal soldiers who protect the throne—have appeared to escort the princess on a perilous journey to the capital to ascend to her rightful place as the new Queen of the Tearling.

Though born of royal blood and in possession of the Tear sapphire, a jewel of immense power and magic, Kelsea has never felt more uncertain of her ability to rule. But the shocking evil she discovers in the heart of her realm will precipitate an act of immense daring, throwing the entire kingdom into turmoil—and unleashing the Red Queen’s vengeance. A cabal of enemies with an array of deadly weapons, from crimson-caped assassins to the darkest blood magic, plots to destroy her. But Kelsea is growing in strength and stealth, her steely resolve earning her loyal allies, including the Queen’s Guard, led by the enigmatic Lazarus, and the intriguing outlaw known simply as “the Fetch.”

Kelsea’s quest to save her kingdom and meet her destiny has only just begun. Riddled with mysteries, betrayals, and treacherous battles, Kelsea’s journey is a trial by fire that will either forge a legend…or destroy her.

I liked Queen Of The Tearling, and I have so many thoughts on it!

So, I really liked the world.  It’s odd, because it’s very much a fantasy world, and something about it feels slightly medieval, but it’s a modern sort of medieval…or even a post-apocalyptic/dystopic medieval, if that makes any sense.  In some ways, it feels like an alternate history. There is an official religion, I guess, and something about it is Catholic Church-ish, but not quite.  Religion isn’t super-important in this world, or at least it isn’t to Kelsea, but the bible does have a few mentions.  And Lord Of The Rings and The Hobbit were mentioned at one point, which actually took me out of this world a little bit.  I do want to see how Johansen blends them together in the following books, because there is a chance that they might not work well together.  I hope it’s plausible because right now, the random references to things like Shakespeare or The Hobbit did take me out of the fantasy element.

Like, it’s clear that this world was, at one point, the world that we know today, and that something happened to make it different.  William Tear, who founded this country, came from America, and New Europe is mentioned, and they seem to live in an England-reminiscent place (particularly London).  Even the government seems to be vaguely (but not quite) English.

If you look at the series summary page on Goodreads, it describes the book as a female oriented Game Of Thrones (I can sort of see it, but at least with this first book, it doesn’t quite make sense), and that people are living in this place several centuries after some environmental catastrophe.

Here’s the thing with this book: Kelsea was smuggled away as an infant, and she knows NOTHING about her country. And because she knows nothing, we know nothing.  It’s not irritating, and it’s actually done pretty well, but it does leave me with a lot of questions.  Like, who is her father, and why is it a big deal that no one knows?  Now, if you’re going for a GoT angle, maybe it’s her uncle? And why was she in exile for so long?  I know people are trying to kill her, but why are they doing that?  Why did they send her to the people they did? Why did they not really tell her anything?  Did they feel like it would make her a better queen who would change things?  What about the rest of the world?  Is it all under the rule of the Red Queen?  I feel like there’s some other reason too, but I’m not quite sure what.  I really hope that we learn more about what led to this point, and the mystery surrounding Kelsea.

It’s such an interesting world, and even though I didn’t get the answer I wanted, I still felt like Johansen knew a lot more about the world than what we get in the book, and it made Kelsea’s world come alive.  Like I’ve said, though, it did leave me with a lot of questions that I hope are answered.

I did like Kelsea, and while she did seem to be the stereotypical naive girl who wanted to change things, she also has a lot of potential as a character.  I think a large part of it is how isolated she was growing up, so there are definitely times where she isn’t sure who to trust.  It will be interesting to see how she grows into her role as queen.

3 stars.  I liked The Queen Of The Tearling, but I have so many questions that it’s hard to give it something higher. But it does have a lot of potential, and I am curious to see if my questions will be answered at some point in the series.

Book: The Girl At Midnight by Melissa Grey

Published April 2015 by Delacorte|296 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: The Girl At Midnight #1

Genre: YA Urban Fantasy

Beneath the streets of New York City live the Avicen, an ancient race of people with feathers for hair and magic running through their veins. Age-old enchantments keep them hidden from humans. All but one. Echo is a runaway pickpocket who survives by selling stolen treasures on the black market, and the Avicen are the only family she’s ever known.

Echo is clever and daring, and at times she can be brash, but above all else she’s fiercely loyal. So when a centuries-old war crests on the borders of her home, she decides it’s time to act.

Legend has it that there is a way to end the conflict once and for all: find the Firebird, a mythical entity believed to possess power the likes of which the world has never seen. It will be no easy task, though if life as a thief has taught Echo anything, it’s how to hunt down what she wants…and how to take it.

But some jobs aren’t as straightforward as they seem. And this one might just set the world on fire.

I feel like I’ve heard a lot about this book lately, and while I didn’t completely love it, I still liked it!

It’s really different, and it reminded me a lot of Daughter Of Smoke And Bone by Laini Taylor, so if you like that book, you will probably like this one.  They both have a similar feel and the very basic idea of Girl At Midnight made me think of Daughter Of Smoke & Bone.  The e-book from the library said it would be good for fans of The Mortal Instruments (which I actually agree with, there is something in this book that made me think of that series) and Smoke And Bone by Leigh Bardugo, which didn’t make sense to me in terms of actual comparison of stories (at least with this book).  If anyone has thoughts on this, I’d actually like to know!

I thought the idea of the Avicen was really interesting, and how they all have different feathers, and it’s interesting that they seem to have a rivalry with dragons (I really wish I could remember their actual name, but it’s something fancy and Latin-sounding).  I’m really curious about their history, and I hope we get more of in the rest of the series. Everything was described so well, and I really felt like I was actually Echo’s world.

However, there was something about this book that was a little too quirky and unique, and for me, that made it hard to fall in love with it.  As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t, and in a lot of ways, I feel the same about Girl At Midnight as I do Daughter Of Smoke & Bone.

At first, it was hard to get into, but once the story gets going, it gets really interesting.  There were some things that weren’t surprising at all, so it was hard to like those parts of it, but at the same time, I’m also curious to see how things work out because of those things.  I feel like this series is going to get a lot darker, because for some reason, I can easily see it going down that road.

3 stars.  I liked it, but certain things were a little too predictable to properly enjoy.  I am intrigued enough to keep reading to see what happens.