Book Review Round-Up: The Silkworm, Poison And Need

Book Review Round-Up is an ocassional feature where I do short reviews of some of the books I’ve read recently.

The Silkworm CoverBook #1: The Silkworm by Robert Gilbraith, narrated by Robert Glenister

Published June 2014 by Hachette Audio/Length: 17 hours, 22 minutes

Where I Got It: I checked out the audio book from the library

Series: Cormoran Strike #2

Genre: Adult Mystery

What It’s About: When novelist Owen Quine goes missing, his wife calls in private detective Cormoran Strike. At first, Mrs. Quine just thinks her husband has gone off by himself for a few days—as he has done before—and she wants Strike to find him and bring him home.

But as Strike investigates, it becomes clear that there is more to Quine’s disappearance than his wife realizes. The novelist has just completed a manuscript featuring poisonous pen-portraits of almost everyone he knows. If the novel were to be published, it would ruin lives—meaning that there are a lot of people who might want him silenced.

When Quine is found brutally murdered under bizarre circumstances, it becomes a race against time to understand the motivation of a ruthless killer, a killer unlike any Strike has encountered before…

What I Thought: I really liked it!  I mean, it is J.K. Rowling, and I’m not at all surprised that she writes mysteries so well.  I definitely wanted to spend more time in the car listening, because I couldn’t wait to see who was behind Quine’s disappearance and eventual death.  Thankfully, I was able to jump right in without having read The Cuckoo’s Calling, and I liked it enough that I’m definitely looking forward to reading the other books in the series.

I did like it as an audio book (except it was such a long audio book that I really needed a break from audio books), and while Glenister is a great voice for Strike, I don’t know that I’d seek him out as a narrator.  Still, if I started listening to a book he narrated, I’d still listen to the book.

My Rating: 4 stars.  I didn’t love it, but it’s a really good mystery!

Poison CoverBook #2: Poison by Lan Chan (An Advanced Reader Copy)

Published September 2015 by Smashwords/287 pages

Where I Got It: I received Poison as a digital advanced copy from netgalley.com, which hasn’t influenced my review in any way.

Series: Wind Dancer #1

Genre: YA Dystopic/Post-Apocalyptic

What It’s About: Since the night her mother was murdered, sixteen-year-old Rory Gray has known one truth: There are no good Seeders.

In post-apocalyptic Australia, the scientists known as Seeders have built a Citadel surrounded by food-producing regions and populated with refugees from the wars and famine. To maintain their control, the Seeders poisoned the land and outlawed the saving of seeds.

It’s been six years since Rory graced the Seeders’ circus stage as the Wind Dancer and still the scars on her body haven’t healed. Even worse are the scars on her heart, left by a Seeder boy who promised to protect her.

Now the Seeders are withholding supplies from Rory’s region for perceived disobedience. Utilizing the Wanderer knowledge she received from her mother, Rory must journey to the Citadel through uninhabitable terrain to plead for mercy.

However, the Citadel isn’t as Rory remembered. The chief plant geneticist is dying and rumors fly that the store of viable seed is dwindling. The Seeders are desperate to find a seed bank they believe Rory can locate, and they will stop at nothing to get it.

To defy the Seeders means death. But Rory has been close to death before–this time she’s learned the value of poison.

What I Thought: Poison is really different than a lot of the post-apocalyptic books I’ve read.  I love the idea of a seed bank being controlled, and it’s a future that I (sadly) could see happening.  It’s a world so different than the one we know, and yet it’s one I can picture so clearly.  Post-apocalyptic Australia is also the perfect setting for this book, and I’m really looking forward to reading the next book to see what happens next.  It’s also refreshing to see a post-apocalyptic book set in a different country- I can see Australia being a popular choice, for some reason, but it works so well as a setting.  It’s definitely worth checking out, even if you’re a little tired of dystopic/post-apocalyptic books.

My Rating: 4 stars.  It’s different and refreshing than some of the other books in the genre, and worth checking out!

Need CoverBook #3: Need by Joelle Charbonneau

Published November 2015 by Harcourt Brace And Company/352 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the e-book from the library

Series: None

Genre: YA Thriller

What It’s About: “No one gets something for nothing. We all should know better.”

Teenagers at Wisconsin’s Nottawa High School are drawn deeper into a social networking site that promises to grant their every need…regardless of the consequences. Soon the site turns sinister, with simple pranks escalating to malicious crimes. The body count rises. In this chilling YA thriller, the author of the best-selling Testing trilogy examines not only the dark side of social media, but the dark side of human nature.

What I Thought: Need definitely wasn’t the book I thought it would be.  It seemed like it would be a lot more sinister than it really was.  Part of the problem is that there are too many different perspectives, and they take away from the main person narrating.  Also: what simple pranks is the summary referring to?  I felt like it jumped over simple pranks, right towards malicious crimes.

A social network that will give students whatever they want…as long as they do what Need tells them to do…it has the potential to be a lot more creepy and dark than what we saw in the book.  Clearly, the students didn’t care what they had to do in order to get what they want.  You’d hope that at least some of them would be smarter than to trust Need, but all of the characters were so shallow and flat that people died and I didn’t care. There were enough characters that I couldn’t tell them apart, and even though there’s a reason for a few different narrators, it also means it was harder to care about what actually happened to any of them.

The idea behind Need was interesting but again, I didn’t care when it was actually revealed.  It’s over-the-top and not in a good way.  It read more like cheesy thriller than chilling.

My Rating: 2 stars.  Interesting premise,  but it was a little over-the-top.

Book Review Round-Up Fledgling And The Immortal Life Of Henrietta Lacks

Fledgling CoverBook #1: Fledging by Octavia Butler, narrated by Tracey Leigh

Published August 2008 by Blackstone Audio|12 hours, 17 minutes

Where I Got It: I got the audio from audible.com

Series: None

Genre: Adult Sci-Fi

What It’s About: Fledgling, the late Octavia E. Butler’s final novel, is the story of a young amnesiac girl whose alarmingly inhuman needs and abilities lead her to a startling conclusion: she is in fact a genetically modified 53-year-old vampire. Forced to discover what she can about her stolen former life, she must learn who wanted to destroy her and those she cares for, and how she can save herself.

Fledgling is a captivating novel that tests the limits of “otherness” and questions what it means to be truly human.

What I Thought: Why did it take me so long to read Octavia Butler?  I’ve had Fledgling for a while, and figured it was a good time to actually read it.  I really liked it, and I think I’m going to read Kindred sometime soon. Butler certainly created an interesting vampire myth with Fledging, and the humans needed the Ina (Butler’s vampires) as much as the Ina needed their humans.  I thought Shori was an interesting (but also compelling) character- she’s human and Ina, attacked, and left with no memories.  I can’t imagine what she had to go through and what it was like for her to remember nothing.

Leigh was a wonderful narrator for the book- in my mind, she was Shori.  While I liked her as a narrator, I’m not sure if I like her enough to seek out anything else she’s narrated.  But if I happen to come across a book she’s narrated, I wouldn’t hesitate to listen.  I sort of wish I had reviewed Fledging right after finishing it, because I’ve forgotten a lot of what I wanted to say between when I finished the book and now.

My Rating: 4 stars.  I really liked it, and Butler really drew me into Shori’s world.

The Immortal Life Of Henrietta Lacks CoverBook #2: The Immortal Life Of Henrietta Lacks by Rebecca Skloot

Published February 2010 by Crown|370 pages

Where I Got It: I borrowed the hardcover from the library

Genre: Adult Non-Fiction/Medical/Science

What It’s About: Henrietta Lacks, as HeLa, is known to present-day scientists for her cells from cervical cancer. She was a poor Southern tobacco farmer who worked the same land as her slave ancestors, yet her cells were taken without her knowledge and still live decades after her death. Cells descended from her may weigh more than 50M metric tons.

HeLa cells were vital for developing the polio vaccine; uncovered secrets of cancer, viruses, and the atom bomb’s effects; helped lead to important advances like in vitro fertilization, cloning, and gene mapping; and have been bought and sold by the billions. Yet Henrietta Lacks was buried in an unmarked grave.

The journey starts in the “colored” ward of Johns Hopkins Hospital in the 1950s, her small, dying hometown of Clover, Virginia — wooden slave quarters, faith healings, and voodoo. Today are stark white laboratories with freezers full of HeLa cells, East Baltimore children and grandchildren live in obscurity, see no profits, and feel violated. The dark history of experimentation on African Americans helped lead to the birth of bioethics, and legal battles over whether we control the stuff we are made of.

What I Thought: I am so glad I read this book!  I don’t know where to start with Immortal Life, because there were a lot of interesting things in it.

I think what made her story so fascinating was that they took her cells without asking.  I mean, it’s not surprising, given the time period (not that I’m trying to assume anything, because assuming isn’t good) but it’s hard to believe. Her own family has trouble getting good healthcare, and I really felt for them, especially her one daughter, who wanted to know more about her mother.

Immortal Life is really two stories- HeLa cells, which are very really important in the science world.  A lot of advancements made seem to be based on the cells they took from Lacks.  The other story is of Lacks herself (only a little) but it focuses more on her family and how what happened to Lacks had such a huge effect on them.

Not only that, but I was horrified by how Lacks name was attached to the cells, and that her name was attached to her medical records…and that they just randomly handed it off to people.  I work in medical records for my day job, and I kept having to remind myself that this was way before HIPAA and that there weren’t federal privacy laws.  At least some states had them, but unfortunately, Maryland wasn’t one of those states.  That has since changed, but I was so taken aback by that.  And the fact that they didn’t even have the right name!

I can’t help but wonder so many things.  Like, how would things have been different if they did get informed consent. Was her race or socioeconomic status a factor?

And she is definitely a real person, which the researchers seemed to forget.  It did seem like they saw her as just cells, and it also felt a little bit like that with her family too.  I don’t blame her family at all for wanting their mother to be recognized for her huge contribution to science.  It’s such a balanced look, and you see so many different pieces of the story.

It’s definitely a non-linear story, and Skloot herself does appear in the book.  But it’s only when it’s absolutely necessary, and I can’t imagine the story being told in a linear way.

I feel like it’s so hard to do this book justice, but it’s such an amazing look at the ethics of research and consent and trying to find the truth.

My Rating: 5 stars.  It’s an awesome book, and if you haven’t read it, you really need to.

Audio Book Review: The Martian by Andy Weir

The Martian CoverBook: The Martian by Andy Weir, narrated by R.C. Bray

Published February 2014 by Brilliance Audio|10 hours, 59 minutes

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Sci-Fi

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Six days ago, astronaut Mark Watney became one of the first people to walk on Mars.

Now, he’s sure he’ll be the first person to die there.

After a dust storm nearly kills him and forces his crew to evacuate while thinking him dead, Mark finds himself stranded and completely alone with no way to even signal Earth that he’s alive, and even if he could get word out, his supplies would be gone long before a rescue could arrive.

Chances are, though, he won’t have time to starve to death. The damaged machinery, unforgiving environment, or plain-old “human error” are much more likely to kill him first.

But Mark isn’t ready to give up yet. Drawing on his ingenuity, his engineering skills, and a relentless, dogged refusal to quit, he steadfastly confronts one seemingly insurmountable obstacle after the next. Will his resourcefulness be enough to overcome the impossible odds against him?

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The Martian is such a great book!  I know I’m not the first person to gush about it, but if you haven’t read it yet, you really need to.  Especially with the movie out!

I don’t read a lot of sci-fi, and there is definitely a lot of math and science in The Martian.  But it wasn’t annoying and all of the detail makes sense.  It was explained really well, and I thought it was pretty easy to understand.  Also: pirate ninjas as a unit of measurement.  Really.

I was really glad I went with the audio book. because something about The Martian works really well as an audio book.  Maybe it’s because a good chunk of it is essentially Watney’s diary, with chapters of what’s going on with NASA.

I once heard The Martian described as MacGyver in space, which, with my EXTREMELY limited knowledge of MacGyver, is fairly accurate.  What Watney had to do to survive is astounding.  There were points where I really wanted him to make it, but there were also points were if he didn’t survive, I would have been okay with that.  Oddly enough, I would have been okay with any ending, because really, anything could have happened and been plausible. And especially towards the end, there were a couple days where I literally wanted to drive around aimlessly just so I could keep listening to see what would happen.  Which would have been a problem considering the fact that I had groceries in the car that needed refrigeration.

There were points where I couldn’t help but laugh (pirate ninjas!), and at least Mark Watney had a great sense of humor throughout the entire book.  I really liked Bray, who sounded like the perfect Mark Watney.  I don’t know that I’d seek out Bray as a narrator, but if there was a book I wanted to listen to, and he narrated it, I wouldn’t be opposed to it.  Also: I don’t know who else I’d cast as Mark Watney for the movie, but after having listened to the book, I think Matt Damon is a great choice for him.  I really need to see The Martian, especially given how much I’ve mentioned it already.

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4 stars.  It wasn’t quite a 5 star read for me, but it was pretty close!  The audio book is particularly great, and I really recommend it.

Audio Book Review: Cracked Up To Be by Courtney Summers

Cracked Up To Be CoverBook: Cracked Up To Be by Courtney Summers, narrated by Khristine Hvam

Published December 2009 by Audible Studios|6 hours 19 minutes

Where I Got It: I got the audio book from audible.com

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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When “Perfect” Parker Fadley starts drinking at school and failing her classes, all of St. Peter’s High goes on alert. How has the cheerleading captain, girlfriend of the most popular guy in school, consummate teacher’s pet, and future valedictorian fallen so far from grace?

Parker doesn’t want to talk about it. She’d just like to be left alone, to disappear, to be ignored. But her parents have placed her on suicide watch and her counselors are demanding the truth. Worse, there’s a nice guy falling in love with her and he’s making her feel things again when she’d really rather not be feeling anything at all.

Nobody would have guessed she’d turn out like this. But nobody knows the truth.

Something horrible has happened, and it just might be her fault.

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Cracked Up To Be is a book that I’ve wanted to read for a long time, and it’s a book I’ve had for a while, and it seemed like it was time to actually read it.  Unfortunately, I didn’t like it.  At all.

On the surface, it does seem to be a book I’d like, but it didn’t work for me for several reasons.

While I felt for Parker at times, and while I can relate to wanting to be perfect (before going in a self-destructive downward spiral), she was really hard to sympathsize with.  She’s mean and pushes everyone away and goes on and on about how she doesn’t like or want to be around people and how she just wants everyone to leave her alone and is mad they won’t.  For someone who wanted to disappear and blend in, she certainly did a horrible job of it.  She was still the center of attention, and it kind of seemed like she secretly wanted all of the attention to be on her, even with how much she wanted to be ignored by everyone around her.

I understand she’s punishing herself for what happened- at least, that’s how I took it- and she feels like everything in her life is bad.  I understand it, and yet it made it hard to care.  I felt like there wasn’t a lot to her character, and she definitely has a lot of things that she needs to work through.

We do see the party that changed everything, and what led to her downward spiral was something that I never expected.  I knew it was something, and even though it was unexpected, by the time we learn what Parker did, I had no interest in what she did.

We slowly learn what happened by flashbacks, and that didn’t work for me at all.  I listened to, and the transitions into/out of the flashbacks were clunky.  With them, I didn’t even realize I was listening to the flashbacks until they were over.  It just made things really confusing, because you’d get these random memories that didn’t fit with everything going on.

I get why Chris still seemed to be into her- there is that history, but I could not get why Jake was into her, especially by the end of the book.  After everything, he still wanted to be around her?  I don’t get it.

Another thing I didn’t like was how we didn’t see her life before the party.  We get the idea, but for me, I think not seeing her “before” made it hard to care about what happened “after.”  An after that she caused by what a horrible person she is.  What we do see of her isn’t good.

The only thing I did like was the narration!  Hvam (who narrates part of the Beautiful Creatures/Dangerous Creatures series) can narrate the heck out of a teenage girl.  Why have I not looked to see what else she’s narrated? Anyway, her narration was great.

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1 star.  Parker is such a horrible person, and it was hard to care about someone who tries to push everyone away, but also seeming to like the attention she got from people.

Audio Book Review: The Secret Sky by Atia Abawi

The Secret Sky CoverBook: The Secret Sky by Atia Abawi, narrated by Ariana Delawari & Assaf Cohen

Published September 2014 by Listening Library|7 hours, 39 minutes

Where I Got It: I got the audio book from audible.com

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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A novel of love during a time of war by NBC’s Afghanistan correspondant.

Set in present-day Afghanistan, this is the story of two teenagers, one Pashtun and one Hazara, who must fight against their culture, their tradition, their families, and the Taliban to stay together. Told in three rotating perspectives—the two teens and another boy in the village who turns them in to the local Taliban—this novel depicts both the violent realities of living in Afghanistan, as well as the beauty of the land and the cultures there. And it shows that love can bloom in even the darkest of places.

This is an absolute must read not just for teens but for anyone who has lived during the time of America’s War in Afghanistan.

“[The Secret Sky is] a tale of the indomitable Afghan spirit of hope and love. Among the many novels set in Afghanistan for young people or for adults, The Secret Sky stands alone. Unputdownable. Unforgettable.” –Trent Reedy, author of Words in the Dust.

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I am so glad I finally listened to The Secret Sky!  It was hard to listen to in certain parts, but it was so worth reading, as uncomfortable as it made me at times.

We get 3 different perspectives- Sami and Fatimah, who are the couple, and Sami’s cousin Rashid.  If you’re expecting something more swoon-y and romance-ish, this is not that book.  This book is the fall-out of a complicated romance.  I can’t begin to imagine what it’s like to not be able to even talk to a childhood friend, especially one who is a different ethnic group.  Even though the book is set in Afghanistan, that was something that is still very familiar.

The one thing that really struck me was how little I actually know about other countries and what life is like there. It’s hard for me to picture a world where two people who care about each other can’t be together, even though I know it’s a thing that happens.  This is a village where a boy and a girl talking leads to them being accused of being sinners, and this is what we see in The Secret Sky.  This book gives a voice to the people who live this reality, and it really opened my eyes to what it’s like elsewhere in the world.

Rashid was easily the most interesting character in the book.  He is angry and jealous and full of hate and hell-bent on punishing Sami, and he’s very caught up in a group who are doing things in the name of God…but really aren’t. As much as I wanted to hate him for the things that happened as a result of his actions, I also believe he did realize that as much as he wanted to punish Fatimah and Sami for their actions, he never wanted it to happen the way it did. I think Rashid’s arc shows (very well) how it’s not limited to one particular religious group or part of the world.

Fatimah’s story was also very compelling, and my heart broke for her.  It really did.  Sami’s was the least compelling of the three, and even though he is essential in the telling of this story, his, for some reason, was the one I cared the least about.

There are a couple of scenes in particular that were really hard to listen to.  I can’t imagine reading it, but listening to it?  It really immersed you in what was going on, and those couple of scenes were really heart-breaking.  As horrible as some characters were, there were also some really good characters.  Like the Mullah who helped Sami and Fatimah.  And I was surprised (but also glad) that initially, Fatimah’s dad didn’t want her to be married off to just anyone because they might not treat her well, even though that’s what her mom really wanted for her.

This is a book that is going to stay with me for a long time- it really got me to live in their world for a while, and it’s one of violence and hostility but also one of hope that things will get better.  So while the book doesn’t have a true happy ending, it is one that leaves us with hope that things will get better for Sami and Fatimah.

I really liked the narration, especially Delawari’s narration.  Something about her narration in particular reminded me of Jessica Lawshe’s narration of A World Away, and while The Wrath And The Dawn was already a book I wanted to read, I specifically want to listen to the audio book because I like Delawari so much as a narrator.  Cohen’s narration was fine, and you can distinguish between Rashid’s sections and Sami’s sections, but I don’t know if I like one male narrator narrating two male characters- even though both Rashid and Sami have distinct voices (particularly Rashid), it was hard to see them as different people when one person is narrating two different people.

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5 stars.  The Secret Sky is such a good look at a world that is very different from the world we know. The audio made me feel like I was immersed in a world that was hard to hear about at times, but I recommend it so very much.

Audio Book Review: Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel

Station Eleven CoverBook: Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel, narrated by Kirsten Potter

Published September 2014 by Random House Audio|10 hours, 30 minutes

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Apocalyptic/Post-Apocalytpic

 

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An audacious, darkly glittering novel set in the eerie days of civilization’s collapse, Station Eleven tells the spellbinding story of a Hollywood star, his would-be savior, and a nomadic group of actors roaming the scattered outposts of the Great Lakes region, risking everything for art and humanity.

One snowy night Arthur Leander, a famous actor, has a heart attack onstage during a production of King Lear. Jeevan Chaudhary, a paparazzo-turned-EMT, is in the audience and leaps to his aid. A child actress named Kirsten Raymonde watches in horror as Jeevan performs CPR, pumping Arthur’s chest as the curtain drops, but Arthur is dead. That same night, as Jeevan walks home from the theater, a terrible flu begins to spread. Hospitals are flooded and Jeevan and his brother barricade themselves inside an apartment, watching out the window as cars clog the highways, gunshots ring out, and life disintegrates around them.

Fifteen years later, Kirsten is an actress with the Traveling Symphony. Together, this small troupe moves between the settlements of an altered world, performing Shakespeare and music for scattered communities of survivors. Written on their caravan, and tattooed on Kirsten’s arm is a line from Star Trek: “Because survival is insufficient.” But when they arrive in St. Deborah by the Water, they encounter a violent prophet who digs graves for anyone who dares to leave.

Spanning decades, moving back and forth in time, and vividly depicting life before and after the pandemic, this suspenseful, elegiac novel is rife with beauty. As Arthur falls in and out of love, as Jeevan watches the newscasters say their final good-byes, and as Kirsten finds herself caught in the crosshairs of the prophet, we see the strange twists of fate that connect them all. A novel of art, memory, and ambition, Station Eleven tells a story about the relationships that sustain us, the ephemeral nature of fame, and the beauty of the world as we know it.

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Station Eleven is one of those books that I feel is sort of a buzz-y kind of book, and for some reason, it was a book that I didn’t pick up until recently.  I am not completely sure how I feel about it, though.

I thought the non-linear timeline was really interesting, especially since we see Jeevan, Kirsten, Clark, Miranda and Arthur throughout the book.  We’d get one person for a while, and then we’d get someone else for a while, and it’s the death of Arthur and the impact he had on people against the backdrop of a flu pandemic that results in a lot of death. Which is an interesting idea, but I am definitely not enchanted with it the way other people are.

I listened to the audio book, and while it worked fine for an audio book, there was something about it (that FOR ME), didn’t quite translate to audio.  Kirsten Potter was fine as a narrator- I couldn’t figure out why she sounded so familiar…until I realized that she narrated If I Stay by Gayle Forman.  I liked her narration for that book, and I wish some of the emotion in her narration for that book were in her narration for this book.

I also spent some wondering what happened to certain characters, particularly Jeevan, who we saw at the beginning, and didn’t see for quite some time.

Everything is very much connected, and I am somewhat amazed at how connected so many of the characters were. But I was kind of expecting something more interesting.  I was interested enough to keep listening to the end, and I’m a little intrigued by the idea that art and culture is important in the worst of times, but for some reason, it felt a little overwhelming at times.  And I was surprised she didn’t draw more connections to Shakespeare.  Unless it was there and I missed it, because I remember nothing from the little Shakespeare I did read in high school.

And I did find myself, particularly with the last couple of discs, wondering how she was going to tie everything up. It was an okay ending, and I liked that there was a little bit of hope that the world was starting to re-build.  But…I don’t know.  Something about the ending was also a little too unresolved for my liking, and I’m usually okay with unresolved endings.

I would like to see a Station Eleven comic book/graphic novel, though.  I want this to be a thing, because that is something I’d want to read.

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2 stars.  I get why people like it, and there were things I liked about it,  but I felt a little too disconnected from the book.

Audio Book Review: Joyride by Anna Banks

Joyride CoverBook: Joyride by Anna Banks, narrated by Kyla Garcia and Andrew Eiden

Published June 2015 by Blackstone Audio|8 hours, 41 minutes

Where I Got It: I got the audio book via audible.com

Series: None

Genre: YA Contemporary

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A popular guy and a shy girl with a secret become unlikely accomplices for midnight pranking, and are soon in over their heads—with the law and with each other—in this sparkling standalone from NYT-bestselling author Anna Banks.

It’s been years since Carly Vega’s parents were deported. She lives with her brother, studies hard, and works at a convenience store to contribute to getting her parents back from Mexico.

Arden Moss used to be the star quarterback at school. He dated popular blondes and had fun with his older sister, Amber. But now Amber’s dead, and Arden blames his father, the town sheriff who wouldn’t acknowledge Amber’s mental illness. Arden refuses to fulfill whatever his conservative father expects.

All Carly wants is to stay under the radar and do what her family expects. All Arden wants is to NOT do what his family expects. When their paths cross, they each realize they’ve been living according to others. Carly and Arden’s journey toward their true hearts—and one another—is funny, romantic, and sometimes harsh.

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Joyride was so heartbreaking for me- and yet there were times when a particular character made me so angry!  It’s definitely worth reading.

I really felt for Carly, and she and her brother worked so hard to bring their parents back to the U.S. so they could be a family.  I can’t begin to image what it’s like to have your parents deported, or what it’s like to have to work two jobs while still in high school to save enough money to even try to bring them back.  Her story is very different from Arden’s, and I have to say, I spent quite a bit of the book wanting to get back to Carly’s chapters. I liked her so much more than Arden, who, for a lot of the book, came across as entitled, spoiled and unaware of the struggles other people have to go through.

I get why Arden’s story is so important in telling Carly’s, and Carly’s definitely changed Arden. Knowing her, and her story, did make him more aware of the world around him.  There is a moment that really changed Arden, and while I wish it didn’t take that to make him realize things, I can sort of understand where he’s coming from.  He’s very privileged, and doesn’t realize his privilege (also, he’s a teenage boy, so I’d be surprised if it was something he thought about or realized) until that one moment.

I did feel for Arden, having to grow up with the dad he did, but in comparison to what Carly was dealing with, his problems seemed to pale in comparison.

I loved that Carly wanted to do so well in school so she could have a bright future, and I don’t blame her for wanting to have a life.  I totally understand why she would tell her brother that it’s not her responsibility to help bring her parents over, and also why she’d feel guilty for feeling that way.  And that she’d help them become legal citizens once they got to the U.S.

I love how family is so important to her, even with how frustrating family can be sometimes.

I have to say, the sheriff is despicable.  Utterly despicable.  Never have I hated a character more than I hated him. Blackmailing Carly into doing what he wanted in exchange for not deporting her parents, and the way he talked to her…I really wanted to yell at him.  I’m actually sort of amazed at how awesome Arden is, especially when he sticks up for Carly, and pretty much does whatever his wants in order to protect Carly and ensure that she’s reunited with her parents.  The dad definitely got what he deserved- and he deserves so much worse than what he got.  Anyway, I am glad that Arden is awesome…although, I do wonder if his dad did rub off on him in some way.  There is a point where he meets Julio (Carly’s brother) and assumes he doesn’t speak English, and I really can’t help but wonder if maybe he does have assumptions he doesn’t realize he has.  But he also really cares for Carly, and he is taking Spanish classes, so he really is trying, and that definitely gives him a lot of brownie points.

It really is a great look at poverty, racism and immigration, and it’s so relevant to some of the issues/thing that seem to be coming up/happening recently.  It’s handled so well, and yet, it’s sad that I can see something like this happening.

I do wish we got more closure with what happened to her parents, and I wish we knew if they made their way to the U.S.

While I liked both Kyla Garcia and Andrew Garcia as narrators (I could totally picture them as Carly and Arden), I especially loved Kyla Garcia’s narration.  She was Carly to me, and I liked her so much I even added one or two other books she’s narrated to my wishlist.

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4 stars.  I do wish we got more closure with what happened to her parents, but at the same time, I’m okay with how the book ended.  And it’s such a great book that I’m willing to overlook it.

Book Review: Dangerous Deception by Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl

Dangerous Deception CoverBook: Dangerous Deception by Kami Garcia & Margaret Stohl, narrated by Kevin Collins & Khristine Hvam

Published May 2015 by Hachette Audio|8 hours, 27 minutes

Where I Got It: I got the audio book from audible.com

Series: Dangerous Creatures #2

Genre: YA Paranormal

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From the world of Beautiful Creatures–a dangerous new tale of love and magic continues in the sequel to Dangerous Creatures.

Love is ten kinds a crazy, right?
Let me put it to you this way: If you can get away, run. Don’t walk.
Because once you’re exposed, you’ll never get a Siren outta your head.

Some loves are cursed. Others are…dangerous. Especially the love between wannabe rocker and quarter Incubus, Wesley “Link” Lincoln, and Dark Caster, Siren, and bonafide bad girl, Ridley Duchannes.

But now Ridley is missing, and Link was with her-right up until she vanished. Determined to find her, Link reunites with his New York bandmates and the mysterious Lennox Gates, who wants Rid for himself. Together they travel to the deep south, find the crossroads where blues guitarist Robert Johnson made his deal with the devil, discover a menagerie of Casters locked in cages, and uncover an evil in New Orleans that threatens to destroy them all.

This time, love might not be enough.

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I really liked Dangerous Creatures!  It really makes me want to know what happens next.

Dangerous Deception picks up right where Dangerous Creatures left off, with the car accident, and Ridley missing, and everyone else trying to find her.  I liked that we had Ridley, Link and Lennox narrate the book, because we saw what was going with Link and Lennox trying to find Ridley, and what was going on with Ridley.

We didn’t need a recap, because you did get little bits and pieces of what happened in the previous book.  I was really surprised by the appearances of Amma, John and Liv, and it was really nice to see them.  No Ethan or Lena, but I’m oddly okay with that.  John and Liv’s appearance actually makes a lot of sense, given John’s past, how smart Liv is, and what’s currently going on.  There was still part of me that wished I had listened to Dangerous Creatures and Dream Dark (the prequel novella) just for a quick refresher (and maybe even Beautiful Creatures), but I don’t think it’s super-necessary.

Things in the caster world are a lot more interesting than I ever expected.  We are getting further and further in this Caster world, and we are most certainly seeing the dark side of this world.  I love that we’re seeing parts of the Caster world we never saw in Beautiful Creatures (BC)…which brings me to something that came up in Dangerous Deception. It came up that when Lena broke the order of things in BC, she really broke things.  It gave you an idea of how much things were broken in BC, and what happened elsewhere.  I’m still really curious about what things were like, but at least we get a glimpse of what had happened.

And everything with Silas and the experiments!  I can’t even wrap my mind around that, and yet I want to know more.

Of course, we can’t forget about the ending.  I was not expecting that ending!  It’s interesting, because there was something about this book that seemed really…resolved.  I’m trying to figure out if there’s even going to be a third book, because I can’t find any info on a third book- I don’t know if it’s because that information’s not available yet or if it’s because there isn’t going to be a third book. There is something about it where I’d be fine if it ended with this one, and yet there’s also enough there for another couple of books.

Ridley!  I felt for her, and everything that happened to her broke my heart, especially the ending.  As much as I wanted things to go differently, and for Ridley to make a different choice, I also understand why she made the choice she did.

I really liked Khristine Hvam and Kevin Collins!  I really need to see what else they’ve narrated, because I really like them!  As much as I like Kevin Collins, though, I’m also a little conflicted, because for me, he’s Ethan, and I’m still having a little trouble seeing him as Link or Lennox (but mostly Link).  But at the same time, I can’t picture anyone else narrating a Beautiful Creatures/Dangerous Creatures book.

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4 stars.  I didn’t love it but Ridley broke my heart in this book, and I loved how we keep seeing all of these different sides to the Caster world.

Audio Book Review: The Girl On The Train by Paula Hawkins

The Girl On The Train CoverBook: The Girl On The Train by Paula Hawkins, Narrated by Clare Corbett, Louise Brealey, and India Fisher

Published January 2015 by Penguin Audio|11 hours

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Thriller

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Rachel takes the same commuter train every morning. Every day she rattles down the track, flashes past a stretch of cozy suburban homes, and stops at the signal that allows her to daily watch the same couple breakfasting on their deck. She’s even started to feel like she knows them. “Jess and Jason,” she calls them. Their life—as she sees it—is perfect. Not unlike the life she recently lost.

And then she sees something shocking. It’s only a minute until the train moves on, but it’s enough. Now everything’s changed. Unable to keep it to herself, Rachel offers what she knows to the police, and becomes inextricably entwined in what happens next, as well as in the lives of everyone involved. Has she done more harm than good?

Compulsively readable, The Girl on the Train is an emotionally immersive, Hitchcockian thriller and an electrifying debut.

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I feel like I’ve been hearing a lot about The Girl On The Train, and I’m glad I got to read it!

So, it’s a really interesting mystery (although it’s one that I figured out maybe 2/3 of the way through?), and while it wasn’t surprising when it was revealed, it was still fun to get to that point. Mostly because Rachel is such an unreliable character, and you’re never sure if what she figures out is completely accurate.  So even though I was pretty convinced of what happened to Megan, I still had my doubts about whether I was right or not.

I thought the end was somewhat predictable- probably because I correctly figured out what happened, at least to some degree- but this was a case where it honestly didn’t matter.  Partly because of how unreliable Rachel is, with her alcoholism, and the fact that she drinks to the point of blacking out and not remembering a single thing later on. But there is something compelling about the book, and I just really wanted to see what would happen.

It was also pretty immersive, and I felt like I was really in the book, which I think has a lot to do with the fact that I listened to it.  It made me wish (for probably the first and only time) that I had a longer drive to work so I could keep listening.  If you haven’t read it yet, I would definitely recommend the audio, because for some reason, The Girl On The Train works really well as an audio book.

Speaking of audio books: the narrators!  The book is narrated by Rachel, the main narrator of the book (Clare Corbett), Megan, who narrates fairly frequently (Louise Brealey) and Anna, who narrates sporadically (India Fisher). I’m not the biggest fan of multiple narrators, but it worked so well for this book, particularly with how Hawkins did it.  Rachel does narrate most of the book, but you get random sections from Megan and Anna, and I have no idea why it worked, but it did.

I’m glad they went with 3 different narrators for the audio, because I can’t imagine one person narrating all three women.  And it really helped distinguish between the three.  I did have to figure out who was who (this post was really helpful, plus they have excerpts).  I really liked who they selected as narrators- Corbett, Brealey and Fisher really brought Rachel, Megan and Anna to life, and they totally sounded like how I would expect the characters to sound.  I think Corbett was my favorite (probably because we hear her the most), but I would also listen to anything Brealey narrated.  Fisher was definitely my least favorite, and Anna was the character who I hated the most.

I hated Anna so much that I was glad we didn’t see her narrate more.  Because the more we saw of her, the more I hated her.  She came across as a vindictive, whiny spoiled brat, and…as weird as this is…I found myself yelling at her whenever we saw her.  The other characters, particularly Megan and Rachel, have a bit more to them than Anna did, and overall, it’s a good look at characters and why they act the way they do.

I’ve seen the comparisons to Gone Girl, but I won’t, because I haven’t read it, and I’m not comfortably with saying anything either way.

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3 stars.  I liked it- it was really engrossing, and I wanted to keep listening, but I didn’t love it either.

Audio Book Review: Go Set A Watchman And To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee

Go Set A Watchman CoverGo Set A Watchman by Harper Lee, Narrated by Reese Witherspoon

Published July 2015 by HarperAudio|Length: 7 hours

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Fiction/Historical Fiction

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From Harper Lee comes a landmark new novel set two decades after her beloved Pulitzer Prize-winning masterpiece, To Kill a Mockingbird.

Maycomb, Alabama. Twenty-six-year-old Jean Louise Finch – ‘Scout’ – returns home from New York City to visit her aging father, Atticus. Set against the backdrop of the civil rights tensions and political turmoil that were transforming the South, Jean Louise’s homecoming turns bittersweet when she learns disturbing truths about her close-knit family, the town and the people dearest to her. Memories from her childhood flood back, and her values and assumptions are thrown into doubt. Featuring many of the iconic characters from To Kill a Mockingbird, Go Set a Watchman perfectly captures a young woman, and a world, in a painful yet necessary transition out of the illusions of the past – a journey that can be guided only by one’s conscience.

Written in the mid-1950s, Go Set a Watchman imparts a fuller, richer understanding and appreciation of Harper Lee. Here is an unforgettable novel of wisdom, humanity, passion, humor and effortless precision – a profoundly affecting work of art that is both wonderfully evocative of another era and relevant to our own times. It not only confirms the enduring brilliance of To Kill a Mockingbird, but also serves as its essential companion, adding depth, context and new meaning to an American classic.

My Thoughts: First off, I thought I’d talk about the two books together, because it just seems like it’s going to be was going to be a lot easier than reviewing them separately.  It’s definitely going to be all over the place, but I do plan on talking about Go Set A Watchman, then To Kill A Mockingbird, and then my final thoughts on both.  It is going to be a fairly long post.

I don’t even know what to think about Go Set A Watchman (henceforth known as Watchman).  If you haven’t read it, and you haven’t read To Kill A Mockingbird (furthermore known as Mockingbird), you will be glad to know that you do not need to read Mockingbird before Watchman.  Watchman, while taking place in the same world, with the same characters as Mockingbird, is a stand-alone (to me, but that seems to be up for debate).  If it’s been a while, some of the events of Mockingbird were mentioned, but for the most part, Watchman is a completely separate story.  I actually found that this post over at Book Riot to be super-helpful. In all honesty, and after having read Mockingbird immediately after Watchman, I am glad I read Watchman first, and then Mockingbird.

The timeline didn’t make a lot of sense to me.  It takes place over the course of 2 or 3 days, but so much happened that it seemed like it took place over a longer span of time.  I think part of it is that the flashbacks of her childhood were scattered throughout the book, which made it seem like more was going on.  I think the flashbacks were fairly clunky, and it felt like they randomly appeared and disappeared.  I think that has a lot to do with the fact that I listened to Watchman, and from listening, it was slightly odd.  Maybe they didn’t translate well to audio, at least in this case.  I did like seeing how she remembered Maycomb and the people that live there, and it really is through those flashbacks that we see the story that would become Mockingbird.

Still, I was struck by how much Jean Louise idealized Maycomb and the people who live there, especially her father, and how hard it was for her when everything was challenged.  It’s amazing how things haven’t changed all that much, and how relevant some of the arguments made in the book still come up today, especially with everything going on recently.  I think we need Jean Louise to have her father and town on a pedestal, and we really need that in order to understand why it’s so hard for her to deal with it.

And the narration!  I thought Reese Witherspoon did a wonderful job narrating.  I was initially surprised (but I don’t know who else I’d pick to narrate), but she was a good choice for a narrator.

Rating: I’m not sure what to rate Watchman, but I did really like it in the sense of how stories change over time, and how we get to a final draft.  I think, if I had to give it a rating, I’d give it 4 stars.

To Kill A Mockingbird CoverTo Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee, narrated by Sissy Spacek

Audio Published In 2006 by Caedmon, book originally published in 1960|11 Hours

Where I Got It: I borrowed the audio book from the library

Series: None

Genre: Adult Fiction/Classic

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(from the hardcover edition)

The unforgettable novel of a childhood in a sleepy Southern town and the crisis of conscience that rocked it, To Kill A Mockingbird became both an instant bestseller and a critical success when it was first published in 1960. It went on to win the Pulitzer Prize in 1961 and was later made into an Academy Award-winning film, also a classic.

Compassionate, dramatic, and deeply moving, To Kill A Mockingbird takes readers to the roots of human behavior- to innocence and experience, kindness and cruelty, love and hatred, humor and pathos.

My Thoughts: I really enjoyed Mockingbird, and it was nice to listen to it again, because the last time I read it was in high school. I was really fuzzy on the details, and there was a lot I had forgotten in the years since then.  I really don’t have a lot to say about Mockingbird on it’s own, but I did really like the story and the town.  I did see hints of Watchman in it, and I did see glimmers of some of the racial tension we see in Watchman, and quite honestly, I’m not sure if it’s because it was always there and I never picked up on or if it’s because Watchman was fresh on my mind.  Mockingbird did make me appreciate Watchman a lot, even though I read it after Watchman.

I did like Sissy Spacek as a narrator, and it was actually sort of soothing listening to her.  And it was soothing in a good way, if that makes any sense.

Rating: Honestly, I’m not sure.  I originally had a 5 star rating, and part of me wants to keep it at 5, because it is a great story, and it holds up so well, but I don’t know that I love it enough to give it 5 stars.  So…maybe 4 stars, because I do really like it.

Let’s talk about both books now, since I’ve said all I have to say on them individually.

So, in some ways Watchman is a sequel, since it takes place after Mockingbird, but at the same time, I overwhelming see it as an early draft of Mockingbird, and the story that we may have had instead of Mockingbird.  I wasn’t surprised with the fact that Atticus is racist in Watchman, and I feel like he does represent a lot of people during that time.  It does make me realize how I little I know, and it makes me want to learn more.  But I do get why people are taken off guard by it, because this is a much less-idealized Atticus and not the Atticus we’ve come to love.

I think what’s most fascinating about both books, but particularly Watchman, is how far we’ve come in some ways, but how some things haven’t changed all that much, in terms of the racial issues that come up in both books.  What I think I liked most about Watchman is how it would become Mockingbird.  I would love to see other drafts, just to see how we get from Point A to Point B.  You can definitely see glimmers of Mockingbird in Watchman, and reading both definitely made me appreciate both, and how stories can evolve.  I think that’s what I took away from Watchman the most.

I think that’s all for Go Set A Watchman and To Kill A Mockingbird!  I wish it were slightly more organized and coherent, but I had a hard time getting my thought written down.