I thought today I’d talk more about my inner editor. We all have one, and it’s the voice in the back of my head that keeps telling me to fix my grammar and check my spelling. It’s that voice in the back of my head telling me that my writing is terrible, my ideas are terrible, and my characters are lifeless and boring. Every year, I do NaNo, it gets easier to ignore her while writing. I have no idea what she looks like, but she seems like an Isabella to me. She seems pompous, and has an air of superiority surrounding her.
This year, I’ve managed to almost completely ignore her. Not completely, of course, but I’ve gotten a lot better at just writing, which to me is what NaNo is all about. The poorly written sentences, the inconsistencies, and the terrible (and yet oddly funny) spelling errors can all be fixed later. You can’t edit it if there’s nothing to edit. Ignoring Isabella means I can focus on writing, and not have to be bogged down with the worry that it won’t be good enough. It is a rough draft, it’s not supposed to be perfect. Accepting that has gotten easier every year as well.
Secret Service Novel: 41,839; I feel like the pace on this one has definitely slowed down, but there’s still plenty of ideas to go around. I think I’ve settled on a direction for this one, so we’ll see how that goes. But if it doesn’t work out, then I’ll have no problem trying to find a new direction to go in.
Harry Potter Sequel: 44,342; the ideas just kept coming forth today. If I can write an extra 667 words today, I’ll be a day ahead!
2006 Sequel: 43,415; the complaining/venting seems to be working out rather well so far, but it is getting a little old. Hopefully, I’ll have inspiration for something in the next few days, or failing that, I can always go back and write one of those chapters I know I’ve skipped over. I’ve lost my muse on this one, I’m hoping I can miraculously get it back in the next few days.
Grandtotal: 129,596; today was a good day for getting ahead (at least for one novel). I’m hoping that I can continue to get ahead today, with the hope that on the 30th, I won’t be writing until 11 pm and scrambling to get my word count verified, because that’s usually when things go wrong. I’ll be very superstitious the next few days to be on the safe side!